ok im back for 10 mins so thought id tell u how im feeling
x
i did quite a bit yesterday.... just downstairs tho... really need to get cracking upstairs as thats where the mess is piling up as im always just doing downstairs it seems !
i was so tired by tea time that once the kids were in bed and id watched abitta gok n katie price n half of big brother, id fallen asleep on the sofa. i woke up about 11 and went to bed.
stomach was so tight all of yesterday, not noticable braxton hicks... just really tight tummy all day.
had a rubbish sleep, kept waking up..... 2.. 3....5..couldnt get back to sleep til 6.30 then had to be up again at 7.30 so have woken up really tired.
yesterday i started feeling really emotional about the baby coming.... now im not scared. not of birth or anything. yanno i just have so much going on already n now a new baby. i just think how am i gonna keep up !! i take so much on, on my own. and i dont accept help, because thats just how ive done things. so yer thats why i was abit emotional.
and then olly texted me when he left to go and see his friends... sayin i was being off with him
i really wasnt. just have so much on my mind at the moment and was pottering about the house all day tidying up n feeling like crap. plus i dont feel very attractive which i suppose makes me feel abit uncomfortable round him too..... x
and this morning i woke with very full boobs....... ive had colostrum (sp: ?? first milk) for ages, i got it early with each pregnancy... but with harry n ella i was leaking loads by this point..... this time im not, so im wondering if waking feeling 'full' might be another sign of impending birth ....
why am i looking for signs lol ive never done this before. x