Hi Kiwi,
We get it. We are older... more likely to miscarry and less likely to get pregnant. I've currently got two lines, but they are light and maybe its not going to happen. Its hard to get excited when you know how likely mc is and hard it was to get here. I get it honey. Its not working out like it was supposed to. It was supposed to be easy. you have a great life and a great hubby.. Why the F*** is it you or me or Maddy when everyone else sneezes and gets up the duff. It's absolutely bollocks.
I agree your other thread has lost the TTC theme - its more of a have conceived thread. Why don't you come and join the TTC 35+ thread. Dwrgi is the coordinator and its a gaggle of us oldies with old eggs, who have had more than a few knocks between us. Maddie is one of us too. There are days where people cry/scream/say bad thinks - there are ladies who have tried for 10 years, and who when having IVF have 15cm ovaries. There are lots of hard stories which while they are scary in some ways, give me courage when I hear the stories of the most amazing women I have ever had the honour to know. Even it is just on line.
Why don't you cry a little bit and come on over.
You are not a failure. Some ladies have big feet, bad teeth and some of us just find it just a bit harder to get there.
Some days it will feel hopeless. On those days have a shower, I swear it helps..... and give your OH a big squeezy hug and do something you love.
Maddies right - you can do this honey.
We get it. We are older... more likely to miscarry and less likely to get pregnant. I've currently got two lines, but they are light and maybe its not going to happen. Its hard to get excited when you know how likely mc is and hard it was to get here. I get it honey. Its not working out like it was supposed to. It was supposed to be easy. you have a great life and a great hubby.. Why the F*** is it you or me or Maddy when everyone else sneezes and gets up the duff. It's absolutely bollocks.
I agree your other thread has lost the TTC theme - its more of a have conceived thread. Why don't you come and join the TTC 35+ thread. Dwrgi is the coordinator and its a gaggle of us oldies with old eggs, who have had more than a few knocks between us. Maddie is one of us too. There are days where people cry/scream/say bad thinks - there are ladies who have tried for 10 years, and who when having IVF have 15cm ovaries. There are lots of hard stories which while they are scary in some ways, give me courage when I hear the stories of the most amazing women I have ever had the honour to know. Even it is just on line.
Why don't you cry a little bit and come on over.
You are not a failure. Some ladies have big feet, bad teeth and some of us just find it just a bit harder to get there.
Some days it will feel hopeless. On those days have a shower, I swear it helps..... and give your OH a big squeezy hug and do something you love.
Maddies right - you can do this honey.
I imagine you would be a great candidate for a bit of 'assistance'. Remember your body is still doing all the hard work for more than 9 months, it's just those first 3-5 days that are 'helped out'. Hugs xxx m
Have you had an early scan or are you waiting to see how things progress? I'm sure the "statistical stress" re: losses is lessening every day. And you have lovely weather right now too. Have you told anyone yet? 
