Jencocoa
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From the beginning I felt something was off because I didn't have as many symptoms as I had with past pregnancies. At my first appointment, which was very early, my midwife expressed some concerns. Then my blood work came back with low progesterone and my hCG wasn't quite doubling. They prescribed me oral progesterone. At my first ultrasound, the baby appear too small for how far along I should be in there was no heartbeat. One week later the baby and groan only slightly in the heart rate was 66. That was this past Tuesday and I'm supposed to go in this upcoming Tuesday again. They told me that while miracles happen, it is most likely that I will miscarry. Just now I went to the bathroom and there was blood. I have been hoping against all hope that somehow miracle would happen but given everything I feel like this blood is the beginning of my miscarriage. I am scared. I never had one. I don't know what to expect. Cramping and blood I guess. Is is very bad where I should see if my mom can watch my kids? I am here alone. Do I scoop any clots out of the toilet for testing? I'm just not sure what to do or expect. I just feel very sad and very alone.