Im depressed again today
naughty me got on the scales and my stupid scales are telling me 5 and a half pound ON since friday!! WTF??? I dont get it!! Its outrageous...!! Im crying cos its getting me down so much!! I had a bad day yesterday but what made me go over was the whole bag of rice cakes i had lol... so hardly stodge or anything that will make me ALOT heavier today!!
I feel like I try so so hard and I just have something fighting back at me!! Im so active and so conscious of what I eat but NOTHING!! Ive lost more weight than this pre-pregnancy and you would think a whole change in eating habits since like last christmas would be enough ALONE to have it almost drop off me!!
I have docs on thursday to discuss my blood tests results regarding my bp.. and Im gonna lay it on thick!! NHS must help me...!! Maybe theres something wrong... stopping my body from losing weight!! My SIL has slimming tablets off the NHS which helped her lose 2 stone AND she was still eating CRAP!! Its so not fair
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Im doing a 2 30 minute classes tonight at the gym.... its gonna be so hard and I can imagine I will prob will feel quite faint but I need to fight through it!! If Im still feeling like this round my birthday/christmas time Im going to be very depressed in deed!!!
Well done to everyone else...
My body is just obviously incapable of doing anything!!