Body playing tricks on me...

[sam's mum]

at Mr Bum's s

Your line is still very clear though. The darkness of the line can be affected by the concentration of your urine though, so while they shouldn't be getting fainter it might not mean that you have less hCG. I'd speak to the doctor today, tell them that you are still getting positive HPTs and Mr Bum isn't, and ask for a blood test x

 

[TashaAndBump]

Just done another test. I can't help myself. Fortunately they are all gone now except for the 25mIU ones...

The test seemed like it might be faulty (like there wasn't enough dye in it?)... but still, both the control line and the test line are visible. MrBum's test STILL a stark negative - not even a hint of an evaporation line.

I'm working now on the assumption that it is either a chemical pregnancy or just a hormonal mistake... If my period is not here by the 19th I'll begin to worry, until then, I'm just going to try to put it out of my mind. I'll upload the photos of the new test in a mo, as soon as they have finished uploading to photobucket.

Thank you all for your support. Maybe you will see me back here in 5 days time? I'll update either way to let you know whether af arrives, or if I am truly pregnant.

Thank you all again, over the last few days you have been a god-sent, I couldn't have stayed so calm without you all.

x

 

[TashaAndBump]

Okay here's the last of the photo's from me for now (unless I cave and do that 25mIU tomorrow morning ):

MrBum's yellow test (his is the bottom one) - see what I mean about the pee infection?? :

https://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k199/tasha-cat-mad/DSCF4187.jpg
https://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k199/tasha-cat-mad/DSCF4188.jpg
https://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k199/tasha-cat-mad/DSCF4198.jpg

My fmu test, my second morning wee (smu) test and MrBum's still-stark-negative-but-slightly yellow-bfn:

https://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k199/tasha-cat-mad/DSCF4207-1.jpg
https://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k199/tasha-cat-mad/DSCF4208.jpg
https://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k199/tasha-cat-mad/DSCF4209.jpg

My smu (there didn't seem to be enough dye in this one, but the lines are still clear):

https://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k199/tasha-cat-mad/DSCF4210.jpg

My fmu (top one) and smu (bottom one):

https://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k199/tasha-cat-mad/DSCF4211.jpg
https://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k199/tasha-cat-mad/DSCF4212.jpg

See you all in 5 days, folks. Thank you for all your help over the past few days x

 

[~KACI~]

i am very puzzled?? See you in 5days x

 

[jacobs mummy]

what about buying a store test.. your very brave waiting 5 days.. i'd be pulling my hair out by then.. good luck
h x

 

[TashaAndBump]

is here. Guess the docs was right.

I'm trying not to be upset about it when it was the wrong time anyway. It is hard because when you get a line you instantly become 'expectant' (whether you are trult expecting or not) and you begin to imagine your life with that little bubba and all the things they will bring to your life, and how Anna would have a little brother or sister etc...

But we weren't trying (albeit because of external circumstances) and it would mess up a few plans like a necessary operation and etc... m'eh

Still not sure how I should feel. At least I know there's no baby and no danger for that baby. I should be greatful for that at least if not for the fact that it was the wrong time anyway so I shouldn't have even be hopeful for a baby in the first place

.... Am I allowed to cry?

 

[Poshie]

Firstly, yes you are allowed to cry. Secondly, you have to look at it positively so, it wasn’t the ‘right / planned time’; you’ll be able to have your operation; you’ll have longer to prepare for when you do get pg. Sorry you had to go through this ordeal in the end. Damn those tests!

Chin up for the future though yeah

 

[MissPolley]

my shoulders always here babes

 

[Dream.A.Dream]

Oh tasha, i'm sorry that this was the conclusion. Of course you are allowed to cry It must have been a chem preg because everyone could see the lines. Maybe the timing wasn't right but you're still right to feel upset because like anyone would have you'd started to come round to the idea of it xxx

 

[luckyme225]

 

[heather118]

oh im so sorry. Ive just caught up on this thread. Its strange cos we could all see the positive lines.

 

[xarlenex]

Aw Tasha, sorry to hear AF came. Well at least you dont have to worry about canceling your operation or how the coil might have effected a possible pregnancy, you can chill out enjoy the next few months and start trying after the op xxx

 

[Caroline]

I could definitely see the line & I often have difficulty seeing them.

You're definitely allowed to try.
I.m always a bit sad when af arrives even though I know we didn't bd when likely to get pg, (ok tell a lie we do but OH withdraws lol). Always secretly hope he let a few little fellas go.

Hope you get your op soon, Then can start to ttc.
If it weren't for fact we will have to get new car, I'd join you. Will hopefully get to ttc late next year (unless we have a mishap b4).

 

[cazd]

Hey hun - just seen this thread.

I've read all the posts and I've been from...
"could it be??" to "OMG she's PG!" to "aw shi*" in the past 20 minutes!

This week must've felt like a rollercoaster for you !

xxx

 

[sam's mum]

Just wanted to send you some x