Hello Guppy, welcome to this thread though as you can see it doesn't have much activity. Buddhism's ultimate goal is to end suffering. Meditation is used to let us become more awake and aware (and less lost in our thoughts and emotions). Loving kindness and compassion is brought to ourselves and then to others. As in a Christian church there are communities called Sanghas, were you meditate and share the Dharma (the teachings of the Buddha). If you are in the path of Buddhism you are given the tools to seek your path, but its a path you do yourself, that is why Buddhist teachings give such enigmatic and somewhat confusing answers, because you have to get there yourself. Pema Chodron and Thich Nhat Hanh are a good place to start, there is a lot in Youtube. I don't know a great deal myself but any questions please feel free to ask X