Many thanks all. I would go and say thanks to each and every person individually but I completely forgot I had made this post recently...
Still here, anyway. Still clinging on. Still hoping for the best. Scan a week tomorrow and fingers crossed, there will be a heartbeat.
I still don't believe there's anything in there...I still think this is some huge, grand trick being played on me. I've gone from the worry of being able to conceive or not to the worry of being able to make it stick. God knows how many months, weeks, days, years, hours, seconds in the making, and I am just so scared it won't last.
Still can't quite get my head around it all...