spunky84
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I was like this during the first week of getting bfp. Then it stopped.
Well, it's started up again over the last couple of days. It's getting ridiculous. Sometimes I just get this huge, overwhelming need to cry. Sometimes I can prevent it, but other times I just start bawling.
DH has become amused by it. (His amusement either helps me stop or it makes me laugh while I'm crying which in turn makes me look even nuttier).
Actually, while he was out, I put hoopla kidz on youtube for DD - she loves the music. There's always an ad before it starts. Normally I just skip them after you wait the required 5 seconds, but this one caught my attention.
I was rather amused by it. It was playing out the different "rivalries" like SAHM vs working mom, breastfeed vs formula, cloth diaper vs disposable diapers, etc. It was comical in the sense that it does happen.
Then as they're all about to start duking it out, a stroller with a baby in it starts rolling down a hill. They all stop and start running after it, trying to catch it/make sure baby is okay basically meaning that everyone is different in their preferences, but regardless of you're preference, you're still a parent first, etc.
I was absolutely sobbing by the end of it. Crap I'm crying thinking about it. Anyway, DD just looked at me like I was nuts and started laughing at me
These random moments of crying make me feel like an absolute nutcase! I'm just praying they don't happen in public or in class (I know it can very well end up being a possibility in class depending where the subject goes - depending on the topic - it's nearly happened in nutrition class w/ discussion of nutritional deficiencies during pregnancy, etc. and in chemistry when discussing respiratory distress in newborns and preemies).
Well, it's started up again over the last couple of days. It's getting ridiculous. Sometimes I just get this huge, overwhelming need to cry. Sometimes I can prevent it, but other times I just start bawling.
DH has become amused by it. (His amusement either helps me stop or it makes me laugh while I'm crying which in turn makes me look even nuttier).
Actually, while he was out, I put hoopla kidz on youtube for DD - she loves the music. There's always an ad before it starts. Normally I just skip them after you wait the required 5 seconds, but this one caught my attention.
I was rather amused by it. It was playing out the different "rivalries" like SAHM vs working mom, breastfeed vs formula, cloth diaper vs disposable diapers, etc. It was comical in the sense that it does happen.
Then as they're all about to start duking it out, a stroller with a baby in it starts rolling down a hill. They all stop and start running after it, trying to catch it/make sure baby is okay basically meaning that everyone is different in their preferences, but regardless of you're preference, you're still a parent first, etc.
I was absolutely sobbing by the end of it. Crap I'm crying thinking about it. Anyway, DD just looked at me like I was nuts and started laughing at me
These random moments of crying make me feel like an absolute nutcase! I'm just praying they don't happen in public or in class (I know it can very well end up being a possibility in class depending where the subject goes - depending on the topic - it's nearly happened in nutrition class w/ discussion of nutritional deficiencies during pregnancy, etc. and in chemistry when discussing respiratory distress in newborns and preemies).