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Hi everyone just needing to vent realy so I don't end up losing it lol! I know I shouldn't but I have been feeling realy jealous & down seeing all my friends talking about there pregnancys & giving birth to their beautiful babys but mainly it's my best friend I know she is going on holiday next week & will be ttc as soon as she gets back & I feel realy down about it as I know she falls realy easily & even jokes about how she will probably fall before me & that I will just have to be patient I know I should & probably will be happy for her/them at the time but it just gets to me sometimes as I know that it will take me a long time to concieve & hate the disapointment of getting 's & when the turns up! I have realy long cycles aswell which absolutly drive me nuts every month waiting for what seems like forever! I would like to add though although I get jealous I do feel happy for my friends & love to hear about there pregnancys/labours ect I guess I just have my off days when I feel realy down about how long it will take me & how much I want it sooo bad!! Thanks for reading baby dust to you all xx