mrs_park
Mummy to THREE BOYS!
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My birth with DS1 was nothing short of traumatic. 30 hour labour, emcs, separated from baby after birth, spoken to badly by hospital staff. Horrible postnatal care, no sympathy at all for the pain I was in. I could go on and on but it really affected me in many ways.
So with DS2 I wanted a different experience. I went to a new hospital, hired a doula, talked through a lot of my painful memories from last time, prayed a lot etc. I felt prepared and excited.
I ended up having THE BEST experience ever! I feel so free from the pain of my last birth. Even though circumstances were very similar and I had another section after failing to progress and baby not engaging, I felt so empowered and proud of myself for giving it my absolute best. I felt so loved and supported. I had my hubby, mum and doula who were all amazing. The midwives and dr were fantastic. I just loved it. Even the section was great, they explained everything to us and we felt so involved in the whole process. I got skin to skin cuddles in theatre. It was just awesome.
And now I'm here with my beautiful boy and I just want to go back to the day he was born. I'm so so so sad that it's over now. I can't stop crying and I feel like no one understands why. I had a follow up meeting with my doula this week and I just hugged her and cried.
Feels good to let all of this out xx
So with DS2 I wanted a different experience. I went to a new hospital, hired a doula, talked through a lot of my painful memories from last time, prayed a lot etc. I felt prepared and excited.
I ended up having THE BEST experience ever! I feel so free from the pain of my last birth. Even though circumstances were very similar and I had another section after failing to progress and baby not engaging, I felt so empowered and proud of myself for giving it my absolute best. I felt so loved and supported. I had my hubby, mum and doula who were all amazing. The midwives and dr were fantastic. I just loved it. Even the section was great, they explained everything to us and we felt so involved in the whole process. I got skin to skin cuddles in theatre. It was just awesome.
And now I'm here with my beautiful boy and I just want to go back to the day he was born. I'm so so so sad that it's over now. I can't stop crying and I feel like no one understands why. I had a follow up meeting with my doula this week and I just hugged her and cried.
Feels good to let all of this out xx