Thanks bean. As it happens i had the conversation about birth control woth hubby a few months ago and it is now up to him! As i said to him i was careful for 10 yrs despite being desperate for a baby so now it is his turn if he is adamant he doesnt wnt another one. I am glad in one way as in three months we have already had a couple of naughty seesions! (including last night which could possibly be mid cycle fx'd!) However that makes ot even harder as on one hand he os saying he definitley doesnt want anothter baby but then he isnt beig careful s o dont really know what to think. arrrgggggghhhhh!! Men!!!! and they say we are hard to understand! Smudge in reply to your question anout their decision i dont really know. it makes me cross realy as the peer support coordinator who has made the decision had no idea i had pnd until she found ut i was ging to a support group, Up until that point she was really keen for me to start which means she either isnt very astute or i am able to cope when i need to. Anyway she has said she will reassess the situation when i appear to be coping better buthow on earth will she be able to make that decision when she didnt even notice in the first place!!!!! Anyway enough of my moaning. How is everyone else doing?