Ugh, Jchic, that email is horrible. Mainly that last part, with "we started trying at the same time- catch up little cousin!" Barf.
UGHH!!!
Afm, had a mini melt down earlier. Called my doctors office to see about coming in for a beta. At first the nurse didn't want to let me until Sunday, at 16 dpo. When I explained how hard it is for me to come into the city on the weekend, she suggested I wait until Monday!
she also suggested I take a hpt on Sunday. In either scenario I'm supposed to keep taking the progesterone. This is making me crazy. I just KNOW I'm not pregnant. My chart this month is just like every other month. I'm bfn central over here. I know there are just covering their asses from potential liability issues, but I can't believe they make you wait 16 days for a blood test - that seems crazy long.
One thing is for sure - unless my doc thinks I need to take the progesterone, I'm not doing this again. If AF is coming, let the
come.
Also, I feel like I only ever talk to the nurses. I have questions I'd like to ask the doctor, but it seems like I can't ever talk directly to him, unless I make an office appointment.
AND, I discovered that monitoring hours are always from 7-8:30 in the morning - which just sucks for me, because I commute over an hour to get there, and will have to get up before 6 am. I am not a morning person. I also work later hours, usually 10:30 or 11:30 until 6:30 or 7:30. I often don't get home at night until after 8 pm. Up to this point, the have let me come in any time before noon. But the nurse I spoke to today was super strict about it! Ugh. I'm really starting to feel like this place is a factory, and I'm not getting a whole lot of individualized care. I tried explaining about my chart and my pattern, but the nurse was like, "there, there. Next cycle you'll be monitored with ultrasounds which will be able to pinpoint ovulation more accurately than charting". I definitely got the impression they think charting is stupid. I also asked if they would to an ultrasound after (presumed) ovulation, to confirm the eggs have actually been released, and she said no. Well I want one done!! If I'm going to go through several cycles of iui, I want to know for sure that the eggs are being released.
I'm just so annoyed right now.