StranjeGirl
First time mommy!
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So excited for you future!!! You really deserve an easy and smooth pregnancy. I can't imagine how scary it must be to give yourself injections!! But I bet it is a big relief that they found a reason for all the issues you have had to deal with in past pregnancies. I hope you get to see a heart beat at your appt!! How far along will you be on the day of your appt?
Trixie when is conor's bday?? Isn't it around now? Happy birthday to conor! I'm glad you and Niamh are doing well! Giada is not sleeping well at all either. She gets up every night and comes in our bed. I guess I am going to have to keep taking her back to her room. It's hard when you are tired. I wouldn't mind if it is once and a while, bit it is happening almost every night for the past couple weeks. Strangely she slept perfectly fine for the prior 2 weeks.
Her bday party was a lot of fun. So sad to see her grow up so quickly. I've got some pics on my computer so I will upload them now. I did a ladybug theme, so I made her a ladybug cake and some cupcakes. We were lucky to have really warm weather. It's been hot here for the past month. Very unusual winter weather.
So it's another BFN for me this cycle
I have positive hopes about the next cycle, but this past cycle was very very odd for me. First off I ovulated on cd 13, which I have never ovulated that early. Typically I am around cd 16. I got major sore boobs and cramping right after O- not usual for me (well maybe the minor cramps but not sore boobs that early) My chart looks terrible. It hasn't been dropping when AF starts til a couple days into it. I read something about it could mean a cyst, so I really hope not. My chart didn't raise as much as normal and my temps have been totally flat. Today is 15 dpo and I have absolutely no signs of AF. No sore boobs at all (usually this is when they come) and no cramping etc. BFN, so I know I am not pg. I took b 100 complex this cycle, so maybe that is what the changes were about? I already have a 14 day luteal phase, so I hope it isn't even longer now. Maybe I should cut down on the bcomplex? Anyway, on to next cycle. All of a sudden I so badly want to be pregnant again. Not so much to be pregnant, but we really want a second now and I just want to know it is possible. I will be 39 in 10 days so I guess I am just freaking out. Sorry about the rant. I promised myself that I would cut down on obsessing this month! Going to find some things go distract me and relax me!
Hope everyone else is well!
Trixie when is conor's bday?? Isn't it around now? Happy birthday to conor! I'm glad you and Niamh are doing well! Giada is not sleeping well at all either. She gets up every night and comes in our bed. I guess I am going to have to keep taking her back to her room. It's hard when you are tired. I wouldn't mind if it is once and a while, bit it is happening almost every night for the past couple weeks. Strangely she slept perfectly fine for the prior 2 weeks.
Her bday party was a lot of fun. So sad to see her grow up so quickly. I've got some pics on my computer so I will upload them now. I did a ladybug theme, so I made her a ladybug cake and some cupcakes. We were lucky to have really warm weather. It's been hot here for the past month. Very unusual winter weather.
So it's another BFN for me this cycle
I have positive hopes about the next cycle, but this past cycle was very very odd for me. First off I ovulated on cd 13, which I have never ovulated that early. Typically I am around cd 16. I got major sore boobs and cramping right after O- not usual for me (well maybe the minor cramps but not sore boobs that early) My chart looks terrible. It hasn't been dropping when AF starts til a couple days into it. I read something about it could mean a cyst, so I really hope not. My chart didn't raise as much as normal and my temps have been totally flat. Today is 15 dpo and I have absolutely no signs of AF. No sore boobs at all (usually this is when they come) and no cramping etc. BFN, so I know I am not pg. I took b 100 complex this cycle, so maybe that is what the changes were about? I already have a 14 day luteal phase, so I hope it isn't even longer now. Maybe I should cut down on the bcomplex? Anyway, on to next cycle. All of a sudden I so badly want to be pregnant again. Not so much to be pregnant, but we really want a second now and I just want to know it is possible. I will be 39 in 10 days so I guess I am just freaking out. Sorry about the rant. I promised myself that I would cut down on obsessing this month! Going to find some things go distract me and relax me!Hope everyone else is well!
I was wondering what giada was doing while this girl is taking time cook herself something, eat it and then wash the dishes- and I am only gone for a couple hours max! So we put up a nanny cam. THe first time we didn't have it mounted on the wall and when we checked in she was eating a pear and also feeding the same pear that she was biting to giada. I didn't like the fact that giada was sharing saliva with the girl- you know what I mean? THen the camera was moved and we couldn't see anything. She must have picked it up and repositioned it. WHen we got home we said hello and then she finally said "uh I noticed a camera" and pointed to it. It was in a tone that made me feel like I had to explain myself. SO I told her that I've had it and use it as a baby monitor (which is true) It really bothered me that she questioned me on it in that tone of voice. So dh had the day off monday and we decided to have her come and we now had the camera on the wall so she couldn't move it. She came over and as usual giada did not seem thrilled to see her (and she was always happy to see the other girl and after a few min would take her hand to to play..she has never done this with this girl) We left at 2:45 and it was a beautiful sunny day and giada tried to follow us outside and the sitter made a comment of that they would go for a walk. Well dh and I get to coffee and about 15 min after we left we turned on and looked at the nanny cam and there is the sitter sitting on the couch, tv on (she knows I don't want the tv on) feet and shoes up on my couch and she was finishing off a bag of corn chips that she found in our cupboard. SHe was feeing giada the corn chips and the next thing i know giada has the bag of chips and is helping herself while this girl is texting on the phone. She knows i don't feed giada junk and I don't give her corn chips because even I have gotten them stuck in my throat before- she had also tried to give giada a raw baby carrot the previous week and didn't think twice about it being a choking hazard. I'm sure she would be fine, but the reason I don't have people here at meal time is because I don't want to risk her choking and me not being here. ANyway, so dh decides to go pay her a surprise visit. Well she had the door latched and by the time she opened it she had turned off the tv and gotten rid of the bag of chips. So he said he had forgotten something he needed and grabbed something and left. After he leaves she goes in our cupboard and gets a box of crackers and eats the rest of them. Meanwhile I couldn't see giada. This girl then again sits on the couch, feet and shoes up, tv on again and then gets on the phone. THis went on for half and hour and I finally realized from a few words I could make out over the camera, that giada was at the table in her chair(out of camera view) and she had given her the whole container of baby puffs. Giada sat there eating baby puffs for over half an hour while this girl lay on the couch watching tv and talking on the phone. So by this time she had been at our house for about an hour and 10 minutes and all she did was lay on our couch watching tv and on phone, eat our food, and feed giada a bunch of junk to keep her quiet. I couldn't wait any longer- I stormed in on her and went off on her and told her I was watching her the whole time-and I obviously told her i wouldn't be using her anymore and how hurt I was as I treated her like family. I'm so mad because I actually payed her when she arrived because I was going to be going to the chiropractor at 4:30 and dh was going to be going home at that time. She went straight the the bank and cashed the check and then took herself off the care.com website where I found her as she probably knew I would leave her a bad review- which I was going too. Sorry for the long post, but ugh!!! i just needed to get that off my chest. It's so hard to find someone good!!!
