Chart help!?!

[Goldenpup]

So yesterday evening id a really nice chat with my mum about this pregnancy. She asked when we were telling dh's parents and I said if everything goes ok this week we might tell next weekend or the following weekend. Came home and my mind was buzzing, was in a real chatty mood but dh was already asleep for work. It took me ages to actual get over to sleep but never all night did I get a proper sleep. I also dreamt I had a miscarriage and now it has me worried it's all going to happen again. Can't stop thinking about the dream!

 

[Goldenpup]

I've started spotting today. Running to the loo every 1-1.5h. Went at 1.45 and had spotting. Brown on liner and when wipe. I really hope it all isn't starting again. It started at 6+4 last time and I'm on 6+2 today.

 

[sunshine2014]

I'm hoping for you as well goldenpup. I know spotting is normal, so try not to stress too much. Just see what happens. When was the last time you had spotting today?

 

[Tridda]

That's nice you got to have a good chat with your mom! Sleeping is definitely rough, I always have dreams as well, not just pregnancy related ones...but I did have that dream that I started bleeding last week and I had a dream night before last that I went to the first U/S with OH and he said he wasn't sure he wanted a baby anymore! I think these dreams are normal because our minds are constantly running and worrying!

As for the spotting, Isn't it pretty common? I understand the worry, because I would too though. Is there a lot? That baby needs to hold on in there!!

afm I am 4+5, still cramping and back pain :/

 

[Goldenpup]

Spotting was at it's worst between 12 and 1.45. I left work early to go see doc (who was absolutely useless btw) Haven't drank anything since 12pm and the urge to pee has stopped. When I last went to the toilet an hour and a half ago it had eased off. Very little when wiped and none on the liner. Scared to go check again. I know it's common but it's still worrying. Strange thing is though although nervous, I have this feeling that things are ok. Really hope I'm right. Really want this little one to come meet me in July!
Thanks girls, always nice to hear some kind words.

Tridda, I'm sure when you hit 5 weeks, the af like cramps will stop.

Sunshine, how are you?

 

[Tridda]

Well that's good it's easing off. Hopefully it stays away for good!! I find myself checking for blood far too often. Gosh, everything seems so stressful doesn't it? My OH thinks I'm crazy because im always reading, worrying and analyzing everything! But I told him that I literally can't help myself, I just wanna know what's going on in my body ya know? Don't think guys really understand it!

I'd love it if these cramps went away, they are always coming and going. Wednesday will be 5 weeks, then it's getting to 6 because I MC'd at 5+5. Time goes by so slow right now.

 

[Goldenpup]

I actually thought I had missed the bleeding. Not so lucky. Went to the loo there again and it was brown when I wiped. So not fair, it's just not looking good for me yet again. How will I cope when my bros gf has a baby? I need this to work. I couldn't go through that again. This pregnancy everything seemed so different but now it's back to worrying again.
Really hope this is our take home baby. DH keeps reading things and all I hear is it's perfectly normal, everything is as it should be. I hate all this worry. I'll be happy if it goes away again. The pressure I had to pee has gone which is amazing. Actually making it 2 hours now without having to go. Although it's time to go now, worried about what I'll see

 

[sunshine2014]

I would say brown is a good sign. Our bodies work in weird ways and it could just be old blood coming out. I know it's stressful though, I'm extra paranoid after my loss. I was so much more carefree last time. I miss that. But this time I keep POas lol

 

[Goldenpup]

I sure hope it's ok sunshine.

Did you get your bfp too?

 

[sunshine2014]

Yes I did last Friday.

 

[Goldenpup]

Oh congratulations!

 

[Tridda]

Goldenpup- don't start thinking the worst. I know what you mean about almost feeling pressure to have this baby. I'm in a similar situation, literally everyone on my OHs side of the family is having kids between now and the next 6 months. Everyone's freaking pregnant! Gosh, I feel like I will let my OH down so much if I lose this one... Of course he says he will love me either way but I don't want to let him down.

We just gotta keep positive, even if it's hard :/ !

 

[Goldenpup]

Yea I agree, I have this weird feeling that baby is ok and I never had that before. Earlier I think it was the shock of seeing it. Things seem to hve eased off now so getting an early night and hope tomorrow brings good news.
We can be positive for each other too. X

 

[Tridda]

Me too! Worrying but in the back of my head I think it will stick I'm glad the spotting has gone away! I wish I was as far along as you, that extra week and a half seems like such a big difference!

 

[Goldenpup]

Well it has eased anyway. Still some brown when I wipe. Really hope it stops! I really wanted to get through this week with no spotting. Really don't want it happening again . As it started in week 6 last time I'm just really worried.

 

[Tridda]

Did it start out the same way? Because with my mc i had a couple spots of brown blood when I went pee for like 2 hours and then I bled like crazy so it was rather quick going from brown spotting to the full bleed.

 

[Goldenpup]

Last time I had brown spotting from 6+4, it progressed right up til 8+2, I think at the 8 week mark it got redder.
Today there's been nothing on a liner but when I wipe it's still there in the form of brown stringy stuff and just there when I went again there was a blob of brown mucus, very sticky. Just feels like it's happening again. Really hope it eases off.

 

[Tridda]

Awww im sorry this is happening! Your doctor isnt saying anything? Hopefully this passes soon! Just creates unneeded stress.

 

[Goldenpup]

I don't think I could cope with another loss. I'm booked for a scan tomorrow to check on things.

 

[Tridda]

Awee. Glad you have a scan to check things out. Youve gotta be strong for you and your lil baby!!