Christian ladies TTC, we can encourage one another.

[HisGrace]

Hi ladies,

Thank you all for your contributions to this amazing thread. I don't post often, but I do keep up with everything that's written and I just need you all to know how positive an influence this thread has been.

I had a really hard time last month accepting that my period had arrived and yet again I was disappointed by not having fallen pregnant. I already have a beautiful 2 year old, and for some reason the 'gap' between her and our next baby really bothered me since losing our second and third pregnancies to MC earlier this year. I FINALLY after much soul searching gave that all to God a few weeks ago though, and I don't think I'll ever forget the moment when on explaining all of that to my husband and telling him I'd decided 'who cares when it happens! it'll all be in God's time and he knows best!' - he HIGH FIVED me! I'd arrived in the place where he had been comfortably sitting for MONTHS. God has this under control! Who are we to fret over timing?!?

So I'm now in the TWW, and it feels different. Not so much my body or my 'symptoms', but my attitude and my emotions. Last month I prayed speciafically right from the time of O through to my period arriving specifically for all the functions of ovulation; for the health of my egg, DH's sperm, for my uterine lining, for hormone levels etc etc. And I'm not going to say that there was anything wrong with that, but I just don't think I can do that to myself this time, and I've told God that. I just had to tell Him that I can't pray so confidently about a life that I'm not even sure exists, just to be devistated when my period arrives and I realise I was in denial about what my body was doing for the past 2 weeks. I'm praying instead out of absolute honesty about my fears and doubts, but also my desire to have another child and in trusting that He's 'got this' (you've 'got this' God!).

Thank you to HisGrace for that quote from the book you're listening to. I'd been thinking along those lines this week anyway as I consider another child potentially joining our family vs months or years more of waiting. Do I want to spend that time wasted being consumed completely by the process? What about the amazing husband and child I've ALREADY been blessed with? I now desire to be the best wife and mother I can be and leave the blessing of another child to God. It seems wrong of me to desire so badly another baby that I lose sight of the 'baby' I have in my home and neglect to hold her tenderly in my arms every chance I get. I have been so cranky (hoping it's a pg symptom), but I'm so sick of taking it out on this beautiful little person I've been entrusted with...

So (wow, I didn't think this post would turn out this way...) will you pray for me ladies? That rather than seeking to be blessed again with a new life, I'll embrace the wonderful blessings that are already right in front of me? I want to love my daughter with the deepest kind of motherly love, and have no regrets. I believe I am a great mother, but I know I could be more patient and affectionate, and stress I've undergone lately has seen me lose sight of what I really want. I want another child who I can love with every part of me, and I want to first do that WELL with my daughter.

Of course we'll pray for you.

 

[BRK06]

Hi ladies,

Thank you all for your contributions to this amazing thread. I don't post often, but I do keep up with everything that's written and I just need you all to know how positive an influence this thread has been.

I had a really hard time last month accepting that my period had arrived and yet again I was disappointed by not having fallen pregnant. I already have a beautiful 2 year old, and for some reason the 'gap' between her and our next baby really bothered me since losing our second and third pregnancies to MC earlier this year. I FINALLY after much soul searching gave that all to God a few weeks ago though, and I don't think I'll ever forget the moment when on explaining all of that to my husband and telling him I'd decided 'who cares when it happens! it'll all be in God's time and he knows best!' - he HIGH FIVED me! I'd arrived in the place where he had been comfortably sitting for MONTHS. God has this under control! Who are we to fret over timing?!?

So I'm now in the TWW, and it feels different. Not so much my body or my 'symptoms', but my attitude and my emotions. Last month I prayed speciafically right from the time of O through to my period arriving specifically for all the functions of ovulation; for the health of my egg, DH's sperm, for my uterine lining, for hormone levels etc etc. And I'm not going to say that there was anything wrong with that, but I just don't think I can do that to myself this time, and I've told God that. I just had to tell Him that I can't pray so confidently about a life that I'm not even sure exists, just to be devistated when my period arrives and I realise I was in denial about what my body was doing for the past 2 weeks. I'm praying instead out of absolute honesty about my fears and doubts, but also my desire to have another child and in trusting that He's 'got this' (you've 'got this' God!).

Thank you to HisGrace for that quote from the book you're listening to. I'd been thinking along those lines this week anyway as I consider another child potentially joining our family vs months or years more of waiting. Do I want to spend that time wasted being consumed completely by the process? What about the amazing husband and child I've ALREADY been blessed with? I now desire to be the best wife and mother I can be and leave the blessing of another child to God. It seems wrong of me to desire so badly another baby that I lose sight of the 'baby' I have in my home and neglect to hold her tenderly in my arms every chance I get. I have been so cranky (hoping it's a pg symptom), but I'm so sick of taking it out on this beautiful little person I've been entrusted with...

So (wow, I didn't think this post would turn out this way...) will you pray for me ladies? That rather than seeking to be blessed again with a new life, I'll embrace the wonderful blessings that are already right in front of me? I want to love my daughter with the deepest kind of motherly love, and have no regrets. I believe I am a great mother, but I know I could be more patient and affectionate, and stress I've undergone lately has seen me lose sight of what I really want. I want another child who I can love with every part of me, and I want to first do that WELL with my daughter.

Thank you for sharing your testimony Sis! I'm praying for you

 

[me222]

Hi all,

How is everyone going on this beautiful day? Sara- have a lovely vacation! Have you finished the juice fast? How'd it go?
Well, my husband and I are one step closer to seeking professional help in our fertility journey. We've been ttc for just over 18 months and haven't sought any help as yet. I guess because my husband hasn't been too keen. Now he's taking it more seriously - praise God! The question now is whose human help to seek? Who does God wants us to see? We're not fond of seeing medical doctors so are thinking of seeing a naturopath and getting tests done with her.
God has been teaching me to trust Him and to be more obsessed about Jesus than about trying to conceive. At the moment, I'm at peace about this. Of course, this can change and we all have our days. But, progress is slowly been made. God reminded me of how good He has already been and I just need to trust Him no matter what.
Praying for you all. May we seek to know Jesus more as we struggle through this ttc journey.

 

[xxx_faithful]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_vMXx6O7bM

Be encouraged today that God has not forgotten you and what He has promised will come to pass, it just may not be on our timing.

Oh my goodness Sar, this clip had me in tears!! lol. I love it thank you for sharing.

Xoxox

 

[wristwatch24]

I was reading my book "Hannah's Hope" by Jennifer Saake, and she put a poem in there by Russell Kelfer. It was so great to read it! And exactly what I needed at the moment, of course. Had somewhat of a rough weekend on the TTC front. I went to a weekend away at my stepdad's cottages on a nearby lake for my sister's bachelorette party. I just wanted to get my mind off TTC for a weekend! But it came out that my sister's friend was 8 weeks pregnant (not intentionally), and so pretty much all I thought about was TTC and how unfair it seemed that a bean was growing in her while I was dealing with AF. So I ended up peeling myself away from everyone on Sunday for an hour or so to read this book and my other devotional book focused on infertility, "Longing For a Child" by Kathe Wunnenberg. I'm so glad I did it because it helped me to be patient and feel God's love. Here is the poem:

Wait
Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried.
Quietly, patiently, lovingly, He replied.
I pleaded, and I wept for a clue to my fate,
And the Master so gently said, "Child, you must wait."

"Wait? You say wait?" my indignant reply.
"Lord, I need answers, I need to know why.
Is your hand shortened? Or have you not heard?
By faith I have asked, and I'm claiming your Word.

"My future, and all to which I can relate
Hangs in the balance, and you tell me 'wait?'
I'm needing a 'yes,' a go-ahead sign
Or even a 'no,' to which I can resign.

"And Lord, you have promised that if we believe,
We need but to ask, and we shall receive.
And Lord I've been asking, and this is my cry:
I'm weary of asking: I need a reply!"

Then, quietly, softly, I learned of my fate
As my Master replied once again, "You must wait."
So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut
And grumbled to God, "So I'm waiting, for what?"

He seemed then to kneel and His eyes met with mine
And He tenderly said, "I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens, darken the sun,
Raise the dead, cause the mountains to run.

"All you see I could give, and pleased you would be.
You would have what you want, but you wouldn't know Me.
You'd not know the depth of My love for each saint;
You'd not know the power that I give to the faint.

"You'd not learn to see through clouds of despair;
You'd not learn to trust, just by knowing I'm there.
You'd know not the joy of resting in Me,
When darkness and silence was all you could see.

"You would never experience that fullness of love
As the peace of My Spirit descends like a dove.
You would know that I give, and I save, for a start,
But you'd not know the depth of the beat of My heart.

"The glow of My comfort late in the night;
The faith that I give when you walk without sight;
The depth that's beyond getting just what you ask
From an infinite God who makes what you have last.

"And you never would know, should your pain quickly flee,
What it means that 'My grace is sufficient for thee.'
Yes, your dreams for that loved one o'ernight could come true,
But the loss! if you lost what I'm doing in you.

"So be silent, my child, and in time you will see
That the greatest of gifts is to get to know Me.
And though oft' may My answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all...is still...wait."

Hope this touches you like it touched me.

 

[beckysprayer]

I need prayers everyone!

The doctor couldn't find a heartbeat this morning so I have to go to an ultrasound tech this afternoon to see if he has better luck. Please pray for my little one. Everything measured correctly, they just couldn't see or hear a heartbeat...

 

[wristwatch24]

I need prayers everyone!

The doctor couldn't find a heartbeat this morning so I have to go to an ultrasound tech this afternoon to see if he has better luck. Please pray for my little one. Everything measured correctly, they just couldn't see or hear a heartbeat...

Praying for you.

 

[beckysprayer]

Thanks for the prayers , unfortunately it is bad news. No heartbeat and judging by the development of the baby, the heart stopped beating just a day or two ago. I'm now praying for a natural miscarriage because I really do not want to have a D&C.

I'm heartbroken, but I know God has other plans for us.

 

[Shellvz]

Thanks for the prayers , unfortunately it is bad news. No heartbeat and judging by the development of the baby, the heart stopped beating just a day or two ago. I'm not praying for a natural miscarriage because I really do not want to have a D&C.

I'm heartbroken, but I know God has other plans for us.

So sorry

 

[HisGrace]

Thanks for the prayers , unfortunately it is bad news. No heartbeat and judging by the development of the baby, the heart stopped beating just a day or two ago. I'm not praying for a natural miscarriage because I really do not want to have a D&C.

I'm heartbroken, but I know God has other plans for us.

I will be praying for you.

 

[Godsjewel]

Thanks for the prayers , unfortunately it is bad news. No heartbeat and judging by the development of the baby, the heart stopped beating just a day or two ago. I'm now praying for a natural miscarriage because I really do not want to have a D&C.

I'm heartbroken, but I know God has other plans for us.

I'm so sorry dear..***big hugs***

I pray that God comforts you during this time and that you will find strength in His presence.

 

[Godsjewel]

Hi ladies,

Thank you all for your contributions to this amazing thread. I don't post often, but I do keep up with everything that's written and I just need you all to know how positive an influence this thread has been.

I had a really hard time last month accepting that my period had arrived and yet again I was disappointed by not having fallen pregnant. I already have a beautiful 2 year old, and for some reason the 'gap' between her and our next baby really bothered me since losing our second and third pregnancies to MC earlier this year. I FINALLY after much soul searching gave that all to God a few weeks ago though, and I don't think I'll ever forget the moment when on explaining all of that to my husband and telling him I'd decided 'who cares when it happens! it'll all be in God's time and he knows best!' - he HIGH FIVED me! I'd arrived in the place where he had been comfortably sitting for MONTHS. God has this under control! Who are we to fret over timing?!?

So I'm now in the TWW, and it feels different. Not so much my body or my 'symptoms', but my attitude and my emotions. Last month I prayed speciafically right from the time of O through to my period arriving specifically for all the functions of ovulation; for the health of my egg, DH's sperm, for my uterine lining, for hormone levels etc etc. And I'm not going to say that there was anything wrong with that, but I just don't think I can do that to myself this time, and I've told God that. I just had to tell Him that I can't pray so confidently about a life that I'm not even sure exists, just to be devistated when my period arrives and I realise I was in denial about what my body was doing for the past 2 weeks. I'm praying instead out of absolute honesty about my fears and doubts, but also my desire to have another child and in trusting that He's 'got this' (you've 'got this' God!).

Thank you to HisGrace for that quote from the book you're listening to. I'd been thinking along those lines this week anyway as I consider another child potentially joining our family vs months or years more of waiting. Do I want to spend that time wasted being consumed completely by the process? What about the amazing husband and child I've ALREADY been blessed with? I now desire to be the best wife and mother I can be and leave the blessing of another child to God. It seems wrong of me to desire so badly another baby that I lose sight of the 'baby' I have in my home and neglect to hold her tenderly in my arms every chance I get. I have been so cranky (hoping it's a pg symptom), but I'm so sick of taking it out on this beautiful little person I've been entrusted with...

So (wow, I didn't think this post would turn out this way...) will you pray for me ladies? That rather than seeking to be blessed again with a new life, I'll embrace the wonderful blessings that are already right in front of me? I want to love my daughter with the deepest kind of motherly love, and have no regrets. I believe I am a great mother, but I know I could be more patient and affectionate, and stress I've undergone lately has seen me lose sight of what I really want. I want another child who I can love with every part of me, and I want to first do that WELL with my daughter.

Life is so much better when we are grateful for what God has already blessed us with and focus on Him and our family during this time.

I'm sure you are a fantastic mom and wife and I know God will bless you in just the right time

 

[Godsjewel]

Hi all,

How is everyone going on this beautiful day? Sara- have a lovely vacation! Have you finished the juice fast? How'd it go?
Well, my husband and I are one step closer to seeking professional help in our fertility journey. We've been ttc for just over 18 months and haven't sought any help as yet. I guess because my husband hasn't been too keen. Now he's taking it more seriously - praise God! The question now is whose human help to seek? Who does God wants us to see? We're not fond of seeing medical doctors so are thinking of seeing a naturopath and getting tests done with her.
God has been teaching me to trust Him and to be more obsessed about Jesus than about trying to conceive. At the moment, I'm at peace about this. Of course, this can change and we all have our days. But, progress is slowly been made. God reminded me of how good He has already been and I just need to trust Him no matter what.
Praying for you all. May we seek to know Jesus more as we struggle through this ttc journey.

Hi Hun!

I did the juice fast for 7 days and have been drinking up to 2 glasses a day as a meal replacement, I feel good getting all that healthy stuff in my body

You are so right, God wants us to seek Him and have a close relationship with Him and quit focusing on ttc and focus on the gift of life He has given us.

 

[Godsjewel]

I was reading my book "Hannah's Hope" by Jennifer Saake, and she put a poem in there by Russell Kelfer. It was so great to read it! And exactly what I needed at the moment, of course. Had somewhat of a rough weekend on the TTC front. I went to a weekend away at my stepdad's cottages on a nearby lake for my sister's bachelorette party. I just wanted to get my mind off TTC for a weekend! But it came out that my sister's friend was 8 weeks pregnant (not intentionally), and so pretty much all I thought about was TTC and how unfair it seemed that a bean was growing in her while I was dealing with AF. So I ended up peeling myself away from everyone on Sunday for an hour or so to read this book and my other devotional book focused on infertility, "Longing For a Child" by Kathe Wunnenberg. I'm so glad I did it because it helped me to be patient and feel God's love. Here is the poem:

Wait
Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried.
Quietly, patiently, lovingly, He replied.
I pleaded, and I wept for a clue to my fate,
And the Master so gently said, "Child, you must wait."

"Wait? You say wait?" my indignant reply.
"Lord, I need answers, I need to know why.
Is your hand shortened? Or have you not heard?
By faith I have asked, and I'm claiming your Word.

"My future, and all to which I can relate
Hangs in the balance, and you tell me 'wait?'
I'm needing a 'yes,' a go-ahead sign
Or even a 'no,' to which I can resign.

"And Lord, you have promised that if we believe,
We need but to ask, and we shall receive.
And Lord I've been asking, and this is my cry:
I'm weary of asking: I need a reply!"

Then, quietly, softly, I learned of my fate
As my Master replied once again, "You must wait."
So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut
And grumbled to God, "So I'm waiting, for what?"

He seemed then to kneel and His eyes met with mine
And He tenderly said, "I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens, darken the sun,
Raise the dead, cause the mountains to run.

"All you see I could give, and pleased you would be.
You would have what you want, but you wouldn't know Me.
You'd not know the depth of My love for each saint;
You'd not know the power that I give to the faint.

"You'd not learn to see through clouds of despair;
You'd not learn to trust, just by knowing I'm there.
You'd know not the joy of resting in Me,
When darkness and silence was all you could see.

"You would never experience that fullness of love
As the peace of My Spirit descends like a dove.
You would know that I give, and I save, for a start,
But you'd not know the depth of the beat of My heart.

"The glow of My comfort late in the night;
The faith that I give when you walk without sight;
The depth that's beyond getting just what you ask
From an infinite God who makes what you have last.

"And you never would know, should your pain quickly flee,
What it means that 'My grace is sufficient for thee.'
Yes, your dreams for that loved one o'ernight could come true,
But the loss! if you lost what I'm doing in you.

"So be silent, my child, and in time you will see
That the greatest of gifts is to get to know Me.
And though oft' may My answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all...is still...wait."

Hope this touches you like it touched me.

Wow!!! thank you so much for this sis! This is exactly what I needed today

 

[Godsjewel]

I guess you can tell by all my replies...I'M BACK!!!

What a wonderful trip to get away from all the stresses of life and enjoy my hubby and Tay.

I can't say my mind was totally off of ttc because at the San Diego Zoo everywhere you looked there was a pregnant lady pushing a stroller with a toddler inside. I looked at them and smiled and thought...one day, one day it will be me. It will be me who the little child says, "Mommy, what's that?...Mommy, is that a bear?...Mommy, can you pick me up so I can see the animals?" Yes, one day the Lord will bless me with a miracle, but until then..I need to keep chugging along with faith in hand.

I was supposed to start my cycle last Thursday, but have been taking prometrium which delays your cycle. I came back yesterday, which was cycle day 33, and had a glimmer of hope that I would take a pregnancy test and it would turn out positive. I wish I could say it did, but it was negative. I cried in my hubby's arms since I have officially reached the 5 year mark of ttc. I prayed and prayed that I wouldn't get to this point, but God sees fit for me to wait a little longer. Am I ok with that? umm, yes and no...my spirit is all for it because I know the time He blesses me will be perfect and no because I feel I've done things right in my life and I've waited so long.

Again, only God sees the future and everyday I wake up I need to put my trust and faith in Him knowing that He has nothing but good in store for me.

 

[wristwatch24]

Thanks for the prayers , unfortunately it is bad news. No heartbeat and judging by the development of the baby, the heart stopped beating just a day or two ago. I'm now praying for a natural miscarriage because I really do not want to have a D&C.

I'm heartbroken, but I know God has other plans for us.

I am so, so sorry.

 

[Shellvz]

I guess you can tell by all my replies...I'M BACK!!!

What a wonderful trip to get away from all the stresses of life and enjoy my hubby and Tay.

I can't say my mind was totally off of ttc because at the San Diego Zoo everywhere you looked there was a pregnant lady pushing a stroller with a toddler inside. I looked at them and smiled and thought...one day, one day it will be me. It will be me who the little child says, "Mommy, what's that?...Mommy, is that a bear?...Mommy, can you pick me up so I can see the animals?" Yes, one day the Lord will bless me with a miracle, but until then..I need to keep chugging along with faith in hand.

I was supposed to start my cycle last Thursday, but have been taking prometrium which delays your cycle. I came back yesterday, which was cycle day 33, and had a glimmer of hope that I would take a pregnancy test and it would turn out positive. I wish I could say it did, but it was negative. I cried in my hubby's arms since I have officially reached the 5 year mark of ttc. I prayed and prayed that I wouldn't get to this point, but God sees fit for me to wait a little longer. Am I ok with that? umm, yes and no...my spirit is all for it because I know the time He blesses me will be perfect and no because I feel I've done things right in my life and I've waited so long.

Again, only God sees the future and everyday I wake up I need to put my trust and faith in Him knowing that He has nothing but good in store for me.

Welcome back

You are very brave and courageous for perservering for 5 years! It takes great strength and faith to hold on and I believe God will reward you and your husband.

You have been a wonderful encouragement to other women from around the world. We don't know the why's or the how's but we trust in the One to whom we pray. God is good. There is no evil in Him. He is not a man that He should lie, break His promise or change His mind.

I look forward to the day when I am writing my congratulations to you

 

[MummyWant2be]

Thanks for the prayers , unfortunately it is bad news. No heartbeat and judging by the development of the baby, the heart stopped beating just a day or two ago. I'm now praying for a natural miscarriage because I really do not want to have a D&C.

I'm heartbroken, but I know God has other plans for us.

really sorry hun...will keep you in prayers

 

[Godsjewel]

Welcome back

You are very brave and courageous for perservering for 5 years! It takes great strength and faith to hold on and I believe God will reward you and your husband.

You have been a wonderful encouragement to other women from around the world. We don't know the why's or the how's but we trust in the One to whom we pray. God is good. There is no evil in Him. He is not a man that He should lie, break His promise or change His mind.

I look forward to the day when I am writing my congratulations to you

Thanks dear

I give God all the glory for helping me every step of the way on this ttc journey. I don't know where I'd be or what I would do without Him.

Also, the encouragement I get from this thread has been a tremendous blessing. I'm so glad that that God is using our situations to help others in times of need.

 

[Godsjewel]

This post is from TD Jakes daughter, Cora, who is also on this TTC journey with us.

The facts of infertility are broad and small at the same time. The one thing that is certain is with God all things are possible. With God you can achieve the unthinkable, and with God you can conceive the impossible. The biggest part of this struggle is faith. I want to talk to you today about faith conquering logic in this blog that I will title faithing the Logic. Now understand me I know faithing is not a word, but if you stick with me I am sure this will help you. When I was 14 years old I knew something wasn’t right with my body. My doctor wouldn’t listen, and I went from doctor to doctor all of them telling me something else. “You’re fine the cyst will go way.” “It wasn’t a cyst at all it was scar tissue.” “Every girl starts off irregular you will be fine.” So when I got diagnosed with infertility as devastating as it was my father looked at me and said a delay is not a denial. I didn’t want to hear that. It hurt too much in the state I was in. I immediately began to cry asking God why. I watched all the people around me get married and then get pregnant. I even watched unmarried women get pregnant around me. I would soon only turn around and have to fight the giant of infertility; when all I ever wanted was to be a mommy. I was unsettled about this. I couldn’t get why it had to be me. Now when you think about logic you think about what man says, the facts, and statistics. Logic places you in the 1% of odds and God places you in the 99% with His help. In my logical life I said to myself I went to the doctors, and I tried my hardest.

The doctor is telling me it isn’t possible for me to get pregnant alone so that must be true. I was so shortly after reminded about faith. Faith being the substance of things HOPED for and the evidence of things NOT seen it became clear to me that the doctor was not acting on faith she was telling me what she could see, and God works on the things unseen. The thing that you must realize is infertility is a battle that some women face with logic and some women face with faith. The woman of faith gets pregnant with God and has a testimony to help someone, or she adopts and has a testimony, or she is a God mother and has a testimony. The woman with logic stops at no and finds something else to desire. The woman with the issue of blood had faith. She could have kept bleeding stopped at the no, but she believed God. What I am trying to say to you is that if you face anything with God being your sight and not your logical mind leading you can conquer anything the enemy throws in your direction. To faith your logic is to tell your logic God is seeing me through this because I can’t see. I recently made a decision to faith my logic to trust God in all that I do, and that whatever happened was all in God hands. I prepared myself for this choice by writing to God the things that I wanted specifically. I prayed to God once for what I needed and I stood back and praised Him for it in advance. When you can trust God to see for you whatever storm that lay ahead will not matter because God is your sight in the storm.

I went to my amazing doctor her name is Doctor Gray last week, and the doctor told me that my ovary felt fine, and my tube during surgery wasn’t entirely blocked which means I can try to get pregnant on my own. I have trusted God to do His will since the negative pregnancy test. The doctor told me last year it was not probable for me to get pregnant on my own, and this year she told me to try “I may get pregnant with triplets.” I walked into the doctor’s office on faith and used God’s sight to fight my logic. Whatever you may be going through in life I challenge you to let faith walk you and God’s sight hold you. There is nothing that God can’t see you can’t trust Him on one part of your life and then use logic for the other. There is going to be spiritual warfare because that comes with the fight of getting your true heart’s desire according to God’s will for your life. You will have Job moments in your life, but the thing that made Job so great is that he let God see and he stood on faith even in the worst of times. Job held God’s hand. Sometimes we allow logic to play God in our head when faith is what God works on. Watch this how can you believe God have faith in a man you can’t see and use logic for the things in your heart that you can’t see. If God can be powerful enough for you to pray to can He be powerful enough to move things in your life; simply because you trusted Him.

If you continue to walk on logic and not use faith how can you expect God to move? Your time has come it is time to faith your logic allow God to see and your faith be the controller of your mind. This time last year I let logic scare me all year “you won’t get pregnant” “God doesn’t love you enough for you to be a mom” “Nehemiah is just a dream he isn’t a real thing.” “You went through a very expensive treatment and still didn’t get pregnant the doctors must be right,” BUT God He began to direct my life. “Start the fostering to adopt plan theirs someone waiting for you.” Now I am a mommy. “I wouldn’t place this desire in your heart to leave you now.” Now I am healed “I am God and beside me there is no other.” Now I am helping you. “I am not a man that I shall lie.” Now I can try to conceive. I began to faith my logic. I challenge you today to make a choice. Will you let logic detour you from the promises of God or will you let faith allow God to see for you. I challenge you to stand in the face of negativity and the enemies tools, and say you know what devil God is unseen trusting Him is faith all by itself. He knows my beginning and my end and He will perform it. I rebuke you devil for making me not believe God for what He said and today I am faithing my logic.