genesismarie
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hello ladies,
...... well i went over to my moms house after school today my son woke up from a nap and was crying uncontrollably and my mom was trying to sooth him and i hated her for it i got so angry and depressed and i was mad aat my son as bad as it sounds because hes only two but i was mad at him for allowing her to sooth him.
i really dont know how to conquer this trail and storm im going through. and i really dont understand why every time i conquer a trail and storm i just enter onee again its like problem after problem i never get any rest or joy. sometimes im angry at god. lately i havnt been going to church. its like all of a sudden i dont want to go. i went to sundays ago and ijust didnt feel the connection im use to feeling. the joy i use to get from just being in the lords house. thats all gone now i dont know how to get out of this ever sinking hole im in. i just get deeper and deeper into depression and anger and sometimes i wonder "where are you god?'' because i dont feel comforted i dont feel loved and i dont feel his presence. i just dont know where to go from here
...... well i went over to my moms house after school today my son woke up from a nap and was crying uncontrollably and my mom was trying to sooth him and i hated her for it i got so angry and depressed and i was mad aat my son as bad as it sounds because hes only two but i was mad at him for allowing her to sooth him.
i really dont know how to conquer this trail and storm im going through. and i really dont understand why every time i conquer a trail and storm i just enter onee again its like problem after problem i never get any rest or joy. sometimes im angry at god. lately i havnt been going to church. its like all of a sudden i dont want to go. i went to sundays ago and ijust didnt feel the connection im use to feeling. the joy i use to get from just being in the lords house. thats all gone now i dont know how to get out of this ever sinking hole im in. i just get deeper and deeper into depression and anger and sometimes i wonder "where are you god?'' because i dont feel comforted i dont feel loved and i dont feel his presence. i just dont know where to go from here