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...he cried out, “Lord, save me!”

Matthew 14:30


She was the cutest little thing you could ever hope to see. A tiny, little ball of black and white fur appropriately named “Minnie”. She pranced through my house like she was Queen of the Canine World. It wouldn’t have mattered if you could have told her that she only weighed a pound and a half--she already knew she was in charge and apparently all the humans in the room felt the same way.. This constant little companion was such a treasure to us. Perhaps we should have named her Peter. (This will make sense later. I promise!)


One day as I was playing with Minnie, I scooped her up, snuggled her for a few seconds, and gently sat her down on a glass coffee table. All of a sudden, Minnie’s world changed. Gone was the arrogant prancing of this miniscule pooch. Gone was the air of misplaced confidence. Gone was her love and trust in her master. Even though I knew she was safe and that I wouldn’t let her fall off the edge of the table, Minnie was petrified. She couldn’t understand what was holding her up or why she wasn’t plummeting that terrifying distance of two feet. All she knew was that she was in uncharted territory and would surely perish! And all at the whims of a master that she thought loved her!


Minnie was a little like Peter walking on the water. (Do you think, perhaps, that he pranced on the Sea of Galilee?) Life was good and exciting for him. He had served with Jesus and had front row seats to the transformation of thousands of lives. Jesus comes walking on the water through the night, and even though they were scared, Peter cries out “Lord, if it is You, command me to come to You on the water!” Jesus simply said “come” and water turned to concrete beneath Peter’s feet. Even in the midst of a storm howling around the disciples’ boat, Peter was making a stand for the Master. He made a stand until he made a giant splash.


Peter got his eyes off of Jesus and the sure ground beneath him gave way. The winds began whipping up and Peter began falling down. He couldn’t see a way to keep from drowning. He couldn’t feel anything sturdy beneath his feet. He must have trembled as he sputtered his cry for help--”Lord, save me!”


Sound familiar? Somehow, I bet you’ve never compared yourself to the loudest, most boisterous confidant of Jesus or to the runt of a pomeranian litter, but now because of infertility, you may just find an image of yourself in this terrified fur-ball or drenched, soaking disciple.


Most of us tend to prance through life, much as my puppy pranced through my house. Or perhaps, being a Christian has come easily. We talk openly about the goodness of God and how we know He works all things to our good, and wonder why others struggle so. Then one day we find ourselves set down by His hand in uncharted territory. A place we cannot understand, and a situation where fear reigns supreme. And all at the hands of a Master we thought loved us.


Infertility is such a confusing place. We don’t always know which way to turn and the decisions we must make often seem so unsure. Much like the puppy in this story, we don’t understand why He would sit us down in the midst of such a trial. Perhaps we feel more like Peter. We stepped out of our comfort zone and boldly proclaimed to everyone that God would provide the money for treatment, but the money never came. We told anyone who would hear that we knew this pregnancy was different and God had granted life in the womb, only to see another stilled heartbeat. The winds are howling. Your feet are plummeting beneath the waters again. Why would He grant babies to so many others, but not to me?


Hold on! There is more to this story. Peek back into my living room, and glance at my coffee table. That poor little pup was shaking so hard and nearly frozen in fear, that all you heard were her little toenails clicking on the glass table. I never forgot where she stood. The coffee table never intimidated me. I never felt as afraid as she did, wondering how in this world I could rescue my pet from the wiles of the coffee table. I scooped her up off of the table, and loved her and snuggled her until she felt safe again. (You don’t seriously think I walked off and left her there, do you?) Before long, she was prancing through my house again like the Queen of the Canine World that she thought she was.


And hold on again! There’s more to Peter’s story too. Flip back to the pages of Matthew 14. Peter did something that my goofy little puppy never did. (Okay, he did a lot of things my puppy never did, but there’s one thing in particular I want you to notice.) Matthew 14:30 says “...he cried out, ‘Lord, save me!’” Peter knew who to call on. He called on His Master. He may not have understood why Jesus let him come out onto the water, knowing that he would begin to sink, but Peter still knew Jesus loved him and would not let him perish. Scripture goes on to say “Immediately Jesus stretched out His hand and took hold of him...”


Jesus didn’t let Peter perish. He won’t allow you to perish either. Call on Him in the midst of your storm.


Just imagine! Someday soon, you’ll find that you’re back in the boat and the waters are beginning to calm. Or perhaps you’ll notice that you’re starting to prance around again like the daughter of the King that you are!
 
:happydance::happydance::happydance::happydance::happydance::happydance::happydance:

Taylor is so sweet! It doesn't take much to make me cry, but this bought tears to my eyes. You both have such powerful testimonies.
 
How have you been Sarah? I was thinking about you and your IVF cycle this month.
 
WOOO HOOO!! Congratulations! I couldn't watch to the end since I'm at my parents' home. Do we know if you have one or two yet?
 
I quietly stalk and pray for you all. Just so amazing the way God has worked in this thread!!

Sarah - :happydance: We just got back from Mexico and this is the first place I had to look for an update! Amazing video!!!
 
WOOO HOOO!! Congratulations! I couldn't watch to the end since I'm at my parents' home. Do we know if you have one or two yet?

We go in for an ultrasound on April 10th and that's when they will see how many sacs there are.
 
SARAH!!! THAT'S AMAZING NEWS!!!
SO happy for you. Praise the Lord!!! And your first ultrasound is NEXT week! Praying for you and your peanut!
 
Congrats Sarah!!!!! I am at work and I cannot watch the video but I gather from the responses that you were blessed with a BFP!!!! Congradulations!!!!!!!

I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!! I'm praying that you and your baby or babies have a Happy & Healthy 9 months!!!!!

This is such a great testimony as to how God is so faithful to those who are faithful to him! Praise God!
 
I've been watching and waiting for an answer and now there is one. I can't watch the video right now either, but I'm pretty sure of what it says. Congratulations! I'm so ecstatic for you! To God be the glory and all the praise for He is so worthy! I started to get nervous as time went by and we hadn't heard anything, but I had to push that out and remind myself that God keeps his promises. Thank you Lord for blessing my sister and her family with this miracle! Keep her and her precious one/ones safe Lord. We look forward to the many more miracles You will work!
 
Hope you all had a FAB resurrection day/Easter!

I know Sarah did!!!! YAY!!! I'm so excited for you! Praying for a very happy and healthy 40 weeks for you and your little bean(s)!!!

And ditto to that video making my eyeballs sweat! What a magnificent testimony, answer to prayer and faith-strengthener for your whole family! I'm using so many exclamation points! I can't help it, I'm SO God-Happy right now! :)
 
I managed to watch the video now...... Wooooooooopwoooooooop!!!!! So excited!!!! I told so many people about your story and everyone is over the moon for u!!!!!
 
YAY!!!!!! Ohmy goodness! Praise the Lord! Sarah Im so happy for you! So whats your edd or are you waiting til after your ultrasound to say. Either way thats fine. Im just so excited for you.
 

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