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Hi all, how are we all doing this week? Fill us all in on how your going emotionally xx
Hi my dear
I'm struggling a little bit...I keep thinking about where I would be at in my pregnancy. I would be 13 weeks and would probably have passed the nausea and not so fun stuff and would have let the rest of the world know we were pregnant.
I just get a little sad at times
I feel like if I'm blessed with another pregnancy, I won't be able to live in complete joy with the fear of how it's going to turn out. Will I only be able to relax once I have a baby in my arms?
This miscarriage really threw me for a loop. I never thought this would happen. I thought my trust and faith in God during my years of ttc was going to be enough to bring a healthy baby into my life.
I really pray that no one else has to go through this journey in their life. It's hard because there is nothing you could do to stop if from happening. You go from having one of the best days of your life hearing you're pregnant to being devastated months later finding out your child is gone.
I'm tired, tired of thinking of what could have been, tired of wondering if this is ever going to work for me, tired of going to the fertility docs and all the injections and ultrasounds....just tired.
I'm praying for you sis.

