Hey guys how is everyone?
I tried clomid for one month along with my provera to induce a period because I have PCOS and irregular periods and followed the instructions to the T. I did have an HSG and nothing abnormal the only note was that I had a smaller uterus, but no worries because its intended to stretch lol! Right now my fiance and I just purchased a house an in the midst of transitioning from apt to house so we are not trying along with my dr if you want to call it that,as I am going to switch to a new one in our new town. We have been TTC for 1 year today. Valentines day of all days and not BFP's at all ever. I am almost 20 years old... I am a plus size girl. As of now I have 2 thoughts that CONSTANTLY cross my mind that I hope maybe someone can give me tips or advice to deal with it. 1. The thought that at 20 years old conceiving should be absolutely easy right?!?! that's what everyone makes it seems like!!! Like every teenage girl and young woman in their early 20's are fertile myrtle's and if you miss 1 dose of a birth control pack your fertile enough to conceive twins! LMAO sorry a little satirical sarcasm there lol! and the 2nd is the insane jealousy I feel for loved ones and friends and anyone I know who are having babies. The irritation,jealousy,anger,frustration that I feel the why not me syndrome? The latest that is bugging the hell out of my is a an old friend of mine from a long time ago, he and his girlfriend are pregnant with number 5 living in a tiny 2 bedroom old dumpy trailer with 4 children,2 dogs and of course themselves. Meanwhile I just bought a beautiful 3 bedrom,2 bath house with just me, my fiance and our kitties.... I need some advice on coping his this time.... so any stories,thoughts,jokes or words of wisdom would be greatly appreciated!