I love all of you guys! And yes, you are ALL getting your BFPs this year, even if it takes moving to Texas. (Y'all think I'm kidding, but I'm not!)
Lilly - I'm sorry your vacation ended, but I'm glad you'll be back to stalk us all. I've missed you!
Twag - Ugh! I hate being sick. I can't even imagine how you're feeling, with the stress of your house on top of your illness. I hope you feel better soon!
Snackimals - You will get there! I know it, even if I have to personally deliver a truckload of baby dust.
Lamago - Jealousy won't jinx you. It is one of the most natural, universal human emotions. It's totally OK and normal to feel jealous. People get BFPs both when they are floating along on clouds of positivity and "just relax"-ing, and when they schedule BD, read everything they can get their hands on, and occasionally get stressed out about the whole process. One of my teachers in high school used to say, "Jealousy is OK. Just remember - happiness is not a finite resource. Someone else's happiness does not have to take away from your own." It always made me feel a little better, even though I admittedly still wished I could have been the one with the summer internship or the cute senior boyfriend or whatever. Now I'm rambling, so I will stop.
Is your brother doing well after his accident? It is so stressful to have a loved one in an accident, even if you know they are going to be OK.