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[cutieq]

I'm in a pissy mood. I need this to happen for me this month would be perfect to tell DH but heck every month has been perfect in some form. I'm just starting to think it's not possible.

 

[Tui]

Funny how many different emotions we go through within a cycle, and it's nothing to do with the hormones either!

I had a dream I was pregnant with a baby girl last night. I could feel her moving around in my tummy and sticking her legs out so far I could see little toes poking out my belly. Weird dream.

Hope you feel better soon cutieq

 

[Bug222]

I'm in a pissy mood. I need this to happen for me this month would be perfect to tell DH but heck every month has been perfect in some form. I'm just starting to think it's not possible.

im feeling the same. had a serious talk with DH today about how it may never happen.

I hope everything is ok Taz- like the others have said spotting is very common. xxx

 

[Tui]

I told DH that the doctor has started the ball rolling with a specialist but it may take some time. I said he may need to do a SA at some point. I thought he would be up for it as he has often said how he would like to look at them under a microscope, just out of interest. Oh no, he kicked off then about what for, and how far do we take this etc. etc. I thought we were just going to see how it goes and if it happens it happens, he says. So girls it looks like if I don't conceive soon it's all over. Once I hit 40 I won't be able to do anything like ivf through the public system, so that's that! I don't have time for him to change his mind. I may have to step away from this soon.

 

[bluefish1980]

Oh Tui, I'm so sorry he reacted like that. He may have just been shocked and will come around quickly. Don't give up hope just yet.

Men are funny creatures. He is probably just worried (irrationally) that they will find something wrong.

 

[taztap]

Dont give up hope Tui it will happen. I have a friend who at 46 discovered herself pregnant after having tried everything possible in her 30s and had long given up..

Had a scan this morning, wee little sac shows Doc says its too early to see anything else, he showed me there is no blood showing anywhere which is good. Says yesterdays drop of blood could be cause by a thousand things and not to worry about it. Also showed me the corpus lutium cyst and I did ovulate from the left, which is where I had pains from. And never even got a positive opk.. EDD 20 May 2015.... Next scan in 3 weeks...


fx for all of you...

 

[Wishing1010]

I told DH that the doctor has started the ball rolling with a specialist but it may take some time. I said he may need to do a SA at some point. I thought he would be up for it as he has often said how he would like to look at them under a microscope, just out of interest. Oh no, he kicked off then about what for, and how far do we take this etc. etc. I thought we were just going to see how it goes and if it happens it happens, he says. So girls it looks like if I don't conceive soon it's all over. Once I hit 40 I won't be able to do anything like ivf through the public system, so that's that! I don't have time for him to change his mind. I may have to step away from this soon.

That's my DH as well!!!! Omg such a frustrating situation. I feel you 100%.

 

[Wishing1010]

I'm in a pissy mood. I need this to happen for me this month would be perfect to tell DH but heck every month has been perfect in some form. I'm just starting to think it's not possible.

I'm sorry Hun. Many that you get your BFP and do not have to worry about this any longer!

 

[Lynny77]

Ah ladies this ttc business can be so mentally tough! It really sucks! So much of it is out of our control.

Tui, I think it was the initial shock for your hubby. I bet he'll come around. You got pregnant so quickly the first time around and you'll get pregnant again.

Cutie and Bugg it's so hopeless sometimes but it'll happen!

Taz so glad everything's looking good! What a relief!

Wishing how are you doing? Hopefully your dh will come around as well!

Looks like it'll be a long cycle for me. Cd13 and low fertility on the monitor. I'm fine with that! Hubby away until friday then we are in Maui for 2 weeks of uninterrupted bd lol! Just knowing I'll be with him when that egg drops is comforting. Provided it doesn't go before Friday.

 

[cutieq]

Tui, I'm with the other ladies. Probably just the initial shock. It took my hubs forever to come around to simple things like temps and OPKs. He still thinks I'm a little cray but he knows it's what we have to do.

Thanks for the support ladies, my spirits are up. I'm actually wishing I could be a little more hopeful but I'm afraid of getting my hopes up. We BD'd perfectly and my docs says everything is normal so I'm like if I don't get pregnant, I really don't get it I've had 2 chemicals, so I don't think DH is the problem.

Taz, so glad things went well!! I was thinking about you this morning.

Lynny, that sounds perfect. I know so many people that conceived while away on vacation.

 

[Tui]

Taz, such good news. What a relief. Nice you got to see your little tiny bean.

Lynny I'm jealous! 2 weeks of holiday goodness. How lovely. Don't take any pee sticks with you, lol.

Cutieq hang in there. Like you said, there is nothing wrong, so it's just a matter of time.

Thanks for the messages of support girls. Not sure what to do about the whole situation really. Fingers crossed for this month I guess.

 

[sportysgirl]

Tui, men are funny I hope he comes round but I am hoping more that you get your sticky bean before!

Cutie and bug, it's a hard journey I hope you are both doing ok.

Taz so glad all is ok, bet you can't wait for your next scan.

Lynne I hope you have an amazing holiday ans lots of romantic time!

 

[Wishing1010]

Dont give up hope Tui it will happen. I have a friend who at 46 discovered herself pregnant after having tried everything possible in her 30s and had long given up..

Had a scan this morning, wee little sac shows Doc says its too early to see anything else, he showed me there is no blood showing anywhere which is good. Says yesterdays drop of blood could be cause by a thousand things and not to worry about it. Also showed me the corpus lutium cyst and I did ovulate from the left, which is where I had pains from. And never even got a positive opk.. EDD 20 May 2015.... Next scan in 3 weeks...


fx for all of you...

Thank goodness!!!!!

 

[Tui]

Any news anyone? Bit quiet round here!

My tww is going slow as usual. No urge to poas yet, but then it really would be ridiculous at 3dpo. I have a progesterone test scheduled for 7dpo, which I think is Tuesday. Very curious to see the results for that one.

DH is like a bear with a sore head lately. Right grump. Maybe home made pizza will cheer him up tonight, lol.

 

[kwynia]

I'm still waiting for proper flow to kick in, heavier spotting today but still just spotting. Thinking about EPO to see if it might delay O a few days until DH gets back. I dont think it will hurt since I'm already figuring it will be a lost cycle anyway.

 

[cutieq]

Slowly waiting for the TWW to pass. Next week this time I will be testing. Waiting on news for my DH on a job and doing everything in my power to deny anything that resembles a symtpom. I won't get my hopes up again until I see a test.

 

[Wishing1010]

Any news anyone? Bit quiet round here!

My tww is going slow as usual. No urge to poas yet, but then it really would be ridiculous at 3dpo. I have a progesterone test scheduled for 7dpo, which I think is Tuesday. Very curious to see the results for that one.

DH is like a bear with a sore head lately. Right grump. Maybe home made pizza will cheer him up tonight, lol.

I hope you have great results followed by a BFP! I hope DH feels better soon, men can be the worst when they feel ill!

 

[Tui]

Hang in there cutieq, not long now.

Sorry AF is playing hide and seek Kwynia. Worth giving EPO a go though if DH won't be there.

 

[Bug222]

nothing going on here. cd5.. af is gone. now just waiting for ov

 

[kwynia]

I will have to update my journal as well, but i think i can officially count today as CD 1. Back to the beginning!