Sarah88
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At the moment I am so in love with my OH. He hasn't done anything in particular, in fact I haven't seen him all day and only heard a few msgs (I've been at work).
But I just need to express my emotions at the moment. Not particularly worried if anyone reads this.
I have never had a partner that has been so understanding of me and my feelings. No matter how angry, upset or whatever I get he is always there to comfort and stand by me. He may get angry back every once in a while, but he is always the one who will come back and tell me how much he loves me and how good I am. He is the most wonderful man I have every encountered. He spent months just being my friend and doing things for me, and for every one of these things I appreciate it. He was there when I was upset about selling my horse, he always knows when I cry at night, even when I think he's asleep. He is learning to not 'fix' my problems, but to listen to them and comfort me.
He is going to make an excellent father, regardless of his literacy issues. This child will grow up having the most loving and caring father, because he knows what it's like to have a uncaring and a childhood filled with yelling and swearing. No matter what happens between us, I know that this child will always have a father who is active in it's life and a roof over his head. I know Justin will always do everything he can to ensure that there is food for my baby and shelter to protect both me and my child.
I wish i could express my emotions to him as easy as what I can on here by writing this, but everytime I want to tell him I just can't. It's so hard for me to do. Oh man, i'm gonna blame my emotions on pregnancy. I've started crying. *Sigh*
The hardest part is that he will ask me how much I love him, and all i can manage to say is that I would never have thought about keeping this baby if he was not the father. I wish I could tell him that I love him more than anything else I know. That I can't wait to see his face when our little baby is born and he gets to see it for the first time.
Ok, now that i've made myself sufficiently over-emotional and a little bit sad i'm going to go. If you have actually read this then- Wow, alot of reading about nothing, lol.
But I just need to express my emotions at the moment. Not particularly worried if anyone reads this.
I have never had a partner that has been so understanding of me and my feelings. No matter how angry, upset or whatever I get he is always there to comfort and stand by me. He may get angry back every once in a while, but he is always the one who will come back and tell me how much he loves me and how good I am. He is the most wonderful man I have every encountered. He spent months just being my friend and doing things for me, and for every one of these things I appreciate it. He was there when I was upset about selling my horse, he always knows when I cry at night, even when I think he's asleep. He is learning to not 'fix' my problems, but to listen to them and comfort me.
He is going to make an excellent father, regardless of his literacy issues. This child will grow up having the most loving and caring father, because he knows what it's like to have a uncaring and a childhood filled with yelling and swearing. No matter what happens between us, I know that this child will always have a father who is active in it's life and a roof over his head. I know Justin will always do everything he can to ensure that there is food for my baby and shelter to protect both me and my child.
I wish i could express my emotions to him as easy as what I can on here by writing this, but everytime I want to tell him I just can't. It's so hard for me to do. Oh man, i'm gonna blame my emotions on pregnancy. I've started crying. *Sigh*
The hardest part is that he will ask me how much I love him, and all i can manage to say is that I would never have thought about keeping this baby if he was not the father. I wish I could tell him that I love him more than anything else I know. That I can't wait to see his face when our little baby is born and he gets to see it for the first time.
Ok, now that i've made myself sufficiently over-emotional and a little bit sad i'm going to go. If you have actually read this then- Wow, alot of reading about nothing, lol.
I also love Simon Cowell and so i know there are really weird hormones pulsing round my body at the moment. Lovely that your OH's getting the love 
Hormones!!
