Conflicted!!!!!!

[beegray]

AAAAGGGGGGG!!!!! One reason I HATE ttc, is there is always this tiny hope that says maybe this month is different!!!!! Everything is pointing to no but your heart can't help but say maybe! It's like pointing to a dead body and saying, look, maybe it might still be alive.... Just can't get rid of this little voice that says maybe just test once! Af is due tomorrow but can feel she's on her way!!!! You know how women have a sure fire way of knowing they pregnant, i have one of knowing I'm not and af is about to start. I get extreme skin sensitivity! Started this about two nights ago.... af is DEFINITELY starting tomorrow! GO AWAY VOICE!!!!! I'm trying to focus on next cycle when I start clomid! Can't wait!!!! K, over now!!! Lol!!!! How you ladies doing today?

 

[StephieB]

haha bee I completely agree!!

Even when I know FULL WELL that I'm not pregnant as we didn't even BD around ovulation and I've already started spotting, i still have to POAS. Its an addiction, like a compulsion then they're there in the drawer next to the bed!

Shhh don't tell anyone, but I've even been known to POAS during AF because it's lighter than usual and I'm convinced I'm one of these woman that have light periods while pregnant

madness!!

 

[beegray]

my hubby won't let me buy tests untill I'm late. (Before being diagnosed with PCOS i have very irregular periods and would constantly POAS because I MYT be pregnant at any given time) So now i have to wait until af is late by over a week before i'm allowed to test!!!!! I would also test during af if I cld!!! I've been tempted a few times! Also because of friends telling me that people they know have had bleeding during their pregnancies!!!! Lol!!!!!!

 

[Armywife84]

I must be completely mental.

Meh, I can't be bothered with AF's arrival or departure. I know she's coming. Hell would freeze over before I got pregnant.

 

[beegray]

Heading into the other side of two years now, seems like we full steam ahead for three, does feel like we will never get pregnant. Sheesh! And today af is due but for some reason i have no cramping, my skin sensitivity is gone (i generally have it throughout my af) the only problem is i feel bloated but thats from the metformin!!!GRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

 

[Pinkie 33]

Know just what you mean. I had no idea until TTC that the symptoms for pregnancy are so similar to the start of AF. I hope the clomid works out for you.

 

[beegray]

is now a day late and now feel even more conflicted! Keep telling myself that there is no ways!!!!! No symptoms asides from cramps that tell me af is on her way!!!!Keep running to the toilet because i swear af has just arrived but then nothing!!!!!!!