Cycle 1 day 1. Who's with me? *update* It's a girl! Congrats baby_bray!!!

[moter98]

Me either. I am just so scared I am going to have a repeat of last time. Feel like if I don't know then it will be ok. Which is ridiculous because if AF doesn't show next Tuesday I will know I am pregnant or think I am and it will be just as bad. So I feel like if I test At least I can enjoy it for a while. I am obsessing just a tad. lol Sorry. I just can't seem to not worry about another MC.

I'm sorry you are so scared of it happening again. I don't know if this helps or makes it worse, but it is fairly common to experience a loss. Half of all pregnancies end before most women even know they are pregnant. It's us early testers that know about it. You also don't have any higher of a risk of mc if it was a first trimester loss. Usually the early mc are due to chromosomal defects. I guess I look at it a different way (I'm a glass half full kind of person) I think that for me, it must have happened for a reason. I believe there was a major defect and that's why I had the loss. Then I think, would I really want to put my baby through a life of pain and heartache if there was something that wrong with him/her? I think it really may have been a blessing in disguise, still is sad, but I think my LO is at peace and happier where he/she is. Try not to worry about it so much. You are doing everything you can and sometimes you just have to leave it up to the higher power.

 

[mailcmm]

I second sticking with this thread after we all get our BFP's. I have taken several pictures but the line is so faint you cant see it on the photo. I am going to take a FRER in the morning with my FMU. I am so excited yet scared to death cause of the chemical I had last month.

I can't begin to put into words how happy I am for you. Fingers, toes and eyes are all crossed. Can't wait to see a pic with 2 lines.

We'll all stay here then. Unless they tell us to move lol.

 

[mailcmm]

Me either. I am just so scared I am going to have a repeat of last time. Feel like if I don't know then it will be ok. Which is ridiculous because if AF doesn't show next Tuesday I will know I am pregnant or think I am and it will be just as bad. So I feel like if I test At least I can enjoy it for a while. I am obsessing just a tad. lol Sorry. I just can't seem to not worry about another MC.

I'm sorry you are so scared of it happening again. I don't know if this helps or makes it worse, but it is fairly common to experience a loss. Half of all pregnancies end before most women even know they are pregnant. It's us early testers that know about it. You also don't have any higher of a risk of mc if it was a first trimester loss. Usually the early mc are due to chromosomal defects. I guess I look at it a different way (I'm a glass half full kind of person) I think that for me, it must have happened for a reason. I believe there was a major defect and that's why I had the loss. Then I think, would I really want to put my baby through a life of pain and heartache if there was something that wrong with him/her? I think it really may have been a blessing in disguise, still is sad, but I think my LO is at peace and happier where he/she is. Try not to worry about it so much. You are doing everything you can and sometimes you just have to leave it up to the higher power.

I try to be optimistic and know it happened for a reason but my dh tells me that not only am I a glass half empty person but that my glass is apparently also cracked and leaking. lol My mantra has been it's going to be ok.

 

[BERDC99]

Me either. I am just so scared I am going to have a repeat of last time. Feel like if I don't know then it will be ok. Which is ridiculous because if AF doesn't show next Tuesday I will know I am pregnant or think I am and it will be just as bad. So I feel like if I test At least I can enjoy it for a while. I am obsessing just a tad. lol Sorry. I just can't seem to not worry about another MC.

I'm sorry you are so scared of it happening again. I don't know if this helps or makes it worse, but it is fairly common to experience a loss. Half of all pregnancies end before most women even know they are pregnant. It's us early testers that know about it. You also don't have any higher of a risk of mc if it was a first trimester loss. Usually the early mc are due to chromosomal defects. I guess I look at it a different way (I'm a glass half full kind of person) I think that for me, it must have happened for a reason. I believe there was a major defect and that's why I had the loss. Then I think, would I really want to put my baby through a life of pain and heartache if there was something that wrong with him/her? I think it really may have been a blessing in disguise, still is sad, but I think my LO is at peace and happier where he/she is. Try not to worry about it so much. You are doing everything you can and sometimes you just have to leave it up to the higher power.

I try to be optimistic and know it happened for a reason but my dh tells me that not only am I a glass half empty person but that my glass is apparently also cracked and leaking. lol My mantra has been it's going to be ok.

I have my Fx crossed that the third time is a charm. PUL in September, chemical in october, now this I wish you could jut poas the day after dtd and know.

 

[Twinkie210]

I have had the worst week! It started off with Thanksgiving and listening to my SIL say that my niece will be all by herself at the kiddie table next year (yeah thanks alot, you know good and well that there should have been two babies at that table next year!) Then my MIL is in town still, which is always stressful. Today my friend at work just told me she is pregnant and Sunday is my birthday. I swear if I round out this streak of luck with a visit from AF, I am giving up on babies and getting a cat!

 

[moter98]

Me either. I am just so scared I am going to have a repeat of last time. Feel like if I don't know then it will be ok. Which is ridiculous because if AF doesn't show next Tuesday I will know I am pregnant or think I am and it will be just as bad. So I feel like if I test At least I can enjoy it for a while. I am obsessing just a tad. lol Sorry. I just can't seem to not worry about another MC.

I'm sorry you are so scared of it happening again. I don't know if this helps or makes it worse, but it is fairly common to experience a loss. Half of all pregnancies end before most women even know they are pregnant. It's us early testers that know about it. You also don't have any higher of a risk of mc if it was a first trimester loss. Usually the early mc are due to chromosomal defects. I guess I look at it a different way (I'm a glass half full kind of person) I think that for me, it must have happened for a reason. I believe there was a major defect and that's why I had the loss. Then I think, would I really want to put my baby through a life of pain and heartache if there was something that wrong with him/her? I think it really may have been a blessing in disguise, still is sad, but I think my LO is at peace and happier where he/she is. Try not to worry about it so much. You are doing everything you can and sometimes you just have to leave it up to the higher power.

I try to be optimistic and know it happened for a reason but my dh tells me that not only am I a glass half empty person but that my glass is apparently also cracked and leaking. lol My mantra has been it's going to be ok.

Try to stay positive. It's gonna happen for you!

 

[moter98]

I have had the worst week! It started off with Thanksgiving and listening to my SIL say that my niece will be all by herself at the kiddie table next year (yeah thanks alot, you know good and well that there should have been two babies at that table next year!) Then my MIL is in town still, which is always stressful. Today my friend at work just told me she is pregnant and Sunday is my birthday. I swear if I round out this streak of luck with a visit from AF, I am giving up on babies and getting a cat!

Sorry you had a tough week. People can be so insensitive! It's hard hearing others are pregnant. You want to be happy for them, but are sad for yourself. I hope you have a happy birthday and coming soon!

 

[mailcmm]

I can sympathize. Some people don't think when they speak. You just stay positive. And a BFP would be the ultimate present.

 

[beautifuloaks]

I know how you feel.

My best friend is in the hospiital right now getting induced.....its killing me

I hate that she is in the hospital about to have her son and I am not.

Its very hard to handle

 

[BERDC99]

Okay girls it is 4:30 in the morning and I had to poas. I confirmed it with a FRER. I have my . Still light so I will retest in a day or two just to make sure it get darker. Fx crossed this one is a sticky bean.

 

[BERDC99]

Here is some pictures that I took this morning. Maybe hard you you to see since the second line is still light. When I get a line as dark as the control line I will change my signature.

 

[mailcmm]

Here is some pictures that I took this morning. Maybe hard you you to see since the second line is still light. When I get a line as dark as the control line I will change my signature.

I am so happy for you. That is definitely a line. I see it clear as day. This is fabulous. Our first BFP! Congrats! HH 9mo and stick bean stick!

Can I update?

 

[mailcmm]

Well Ladies.... It's a great day. Our first BFP in what will hopefully be the start of BFPs for all of us.

I too am having a great morning. I am vomiting. I know... gross lol, But that's a pretty decent symptom. I have high hopes. Going to start testing on Friday. No way I am making it to Monday. Especially since my SIL is getting induced on Friday. I want my own little secret to make that more bearable. We have to be there.

Also, My black cat came home which I consider lucky. He's been missing for a week and when he's missing nothing goes right. If there are any LOST fans we think he's the smoke monster and we have to keep him in the house. lol

 

[BERDC99]

Here is some pictures that I took this morning. Maybe hard you you to see since the second line is still light. When I get a line as dark as the control line I will change my signature.

I am so happy for you. That is definitely a line. I see it clear as day. This is fabulous. Our first BFP! Congrats! HH 9mo and stick bean stick!

Can I update?

If you dont care I am going to have you wait until after I miss AF. She is due on Sunday and I dont want to get to excited yet until I see that it is not a chemical. Keep your fingers crossed that sll goes good.

 

[mailcmm]

That is why I asked. I will wait and completely understand. I want to POAS now sooooo bad. I went ahead and used another OPK. I have been using them daily to not test early. I may buy a box of tests today because the opks are getting darker. I could test today and Friday and Sunday. Worst addiction ever lol.

 

[colta]

Here is some pictures that I took this morning. Maybe hard you you to see since the second line is still light. When I get a line as dark as the control line I will change my signature.

Congrats on your BFP!! Wishing you a happy and healthy 9 months!

 

[moter98]

Here is some pictures that I took this morning. Maybe hard you you to see since the second line is still light. When I get a line as dark as the control line I will change my signature.

I see it! Congrats to you. So happy you got your ! It's fun to see one for a change, lol. Fingers crossed for your sticky bean.

 

[moter98]

That is why I asked. I will wait and completely understand. I want to POAS now sooooo bad. I went ahead and used another OPK. I have been using them daily to not test early. I may buy a box of tests today because the opks are getting darker. I could test today and Friday and Sunday. Worst addiction ever lol.

I have the urge to POAS too now! I was all set that I would NOT start testing at the earliest on Thursday. Seeing the BFP has given me the itch. I think I can hold out though. I know it's just silly to start testing at this point.

 

[moter98]

Well Ladies.... It's a great day. Our first BFP in what will hopefully be the start of BFPs for all of us.

I too am having a great morning. I am vomiting. I know... gross lol, But that's a pretty decent symptom. I have high hopes. Going to start testing on Friday. No way I am making it to Monday. Especially since my SIL is getting induced on Friday. I want my own little secret to make that more bearable. We have to be there.

Also, My black cat came home which I consider lucky. He's been missing for a week and when he's missing nothing goes right. If there are any LOST fans we think he's the smoke monster and we have to keep him in the house. lol

You must be pregnant. What else could explain how sick you've been, right? A flu wouldn't last that long. Starting to wish I had some symptoms, but nothing at all here.

 

[moter98]

Colta - how are you doing?