Uh oh!! That was your first smoke in 5 months!!?? Oh no! I know what thats like. I quit when I was pg with DS, and then quit a few more times. And when DH and started ttc again we both quit, and then things got stressful and we started again.....yeah I am still smoking....I know how bad I am I do. I need a good reason to quit I guess.
That first one will make you sick...I hope you are okay now though!