Crayola2013
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Girls,
I did it. I made up pregnancy symptoms in my mind for two whole weeks. The whole 9 yards- nausea, frequent urination, mild headaches, vivid dreams, increases and decreases in temp, constipation and bloating early on and then diarrhea later (After 7 dpos).
Every time a symptom showed, I'd tell myself to not look into it. But deep down, I knew it. I knew it was pregnant.
The climax on this situation took place this morning. I swore I had implantation bleeding. I woke up every hour to check to ensure my period hadn't started. Didn't sleep a wink. Hubby woke up at 6am and I announced it. "Dear, I am pregnant."
You should have seen his face.
He got up to get ready, I went to pee and there it was. AF. I paced outside his restroom waiting for him to come out and with a tear stained face, I told him I was wrong.
It was horrible.
I am a highly educated professional. I am logical. And inquisitive. I am stern with my emotions. I don't do mood swings (or show them to anyone but myself). My husband is the same. He looked so disappointed at me and my lack of control in this situation. He was understanding but still...
Please help me. Tell me-
How does this happen? How do I ensure that this never happens again? Why did my mind make up these symptoms? Do you have tips to keep sane during the TWW?
This is definitely a low point for me. I need a virtual hug.
I did it. I made up pregnancy symptoms in my mind for two whole weeks. The whole 9 yards- nausea, frequent urination, mild headaches, vivid dreams, increases and decreases in temp, constipation and bloating early on and then diarrhea later (After 7 dpos).
Every time a symptom showed, I'd tell myself to not look into it. But deep down, I knew it. I knew it was pregnant.
The climax on this situation took place this morning. I swore I had implantation bleeding. I woke up every hour to check to ensure my period hadn't started. Didn't sleep a wink. Hubby woke up at 6am and I announced it. "Dear, I am pregnant."
You should have seen his face.
He got up to get ready, I went to pee and there it was. AF. I paced outside his restroom waiting for him to come out and with a tear stained face, I told him I was wrong.
It was horrible.
I am a highly educated professional. I am logical. And inquisitive. I am stern with my emotions. I don't do mood swings (or show them to anyone but myself). My husband is the same. He looked so disappointed at me and my lack of control in this situation. He was understanding but still...
Please help me. Tell me-
How does this happen? How do I ensure that this never happens again? Why did my mind make up these symptoms? Do you have tips to keep sane during the TWW?
This is definitely a low point for me. I need a virtual hug.