I need to vent because DH is trying to be Mr. Optimistic right now. I had my US yesterday and I had 5 follies larger than 15mm, all on the left (my left ovary was double the size of my right). Because we had decreased my dosage the couple days before, RE said it seemed like they slowed down so he wanted me to do one more day of injections, doubled the dose, and then trigger the following night (tonight). After I got home I thought about it and realized I triggered last time, which was successful, with one at 18mm and one at 15mm. I wasn't sure why he wanted me to use a high dosage the day before trigger. Since this morning I started feeling extremely crampy, bloaty, and heavy in my left ovary which was a change from the last few days where I hadn't felt anything happening. Tonight I noticed the cramps got a little more intense, I had a sudden wierd feeling on the left and then everything just stopped and I felt lighter. I totally think I O'd way too early. I'm now in tears thinking I should have spoken up when my gut was telling me the high dose would make me O early. I still have to trigger tonight at 10 just in case the tiniest bit of hope that I still have a chance. I don't want to screw up my IUI on Saturday. I want to curl up in a ball and just cry. I should have gone with my gut, it's one thing we're told to do as nurses, if it doesn't feel right don't do it. I should have called the office. I feel like I just threw $1k out the window and I don't have another $1k laying around to buy my next cycle (they are cash only to buy from IVFpharmacy). I am calling first thing in the morning to see if they will do an US before I waste time and money going on for a wash. I'm so upset with myself and my RE.
he didn't say anything about the motility. He only got a couple hours sleep the night before though. He is going to test again and see the urologist. And I feel like af is coming back. So weird.
meaning they did Ovulate even when the chart disagrees.
