Things are okay over here I guess. No pains, no streching, pretty much nothing happening. I am getting fuller quicker which is kind of a pain in the butt. My stomach seems to have flattened out even more, which is a bit worrisome as I thought it was supposed to start growing. My anxiety levels have been pretty high so the dr made me go see counsellors at mental health. He said although I am justified in my anxiety ( due to my history ), my levels are higher than he has ever seen in any other patient. He said if I wasn't pregnant he would have put me on Prozac, but since I am pregnant I have to learn other techniques to manage, otherwise he thinks the baby will be affected. So now I have to wear an elastic band on my wrist and snap it whenever a negative thought enters my mind, and I also have to start meditating. I'm supposed to read more and possibly take up painting to keep my mind occupied..... So I guess we'll see how this all goes.
I have a scan on Monday at 13+3 which was when the baby passed last time. I have to stop thinking about this...