spunky84
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DH and I both had our own freak outs today. For different reasons.
I started explaining to DH how the next 2 months are going to fly since we have so much going on & by then, we'll only have a month left. He had to ask me to stop talking about it because it was freaking him out. I pried further so I could understand (instead of filling in the blanks myself - sometimes I have an overactive imagination, which is usually more bad than good!).
He's terrified of the huge change we're about to have (it's our first, also just closed on our house last August and married last November - so many big life changes in a year). I know that it'll just come down to baby arriving & us adjusting to having a family. He's excited. Talks about all the things he wants to teach her and tried to guess what her hobbies might be. I know it'll be okay. I don't know if he knows that, but I think once she's here and we're settled, I think he may become more confident that it will be.
Me, on the other hand... I watched the video of the induction that someone posted here. Scared the crap out of myself (not necessarily of induction). Before today, I couldn't wait for labor & wasn't scared of the pain. But I also didn't really grasp the fact that I'm going to be hurting & that we're going to have a baby in about 3 months. Which is probably why I've been so laid back about it lol
I've watched a lot of labor videos. Some before getting pregnant and some since getting pregnant. But all they did was make me feel more excited about it.
But then for some reason, watching that video just made everything click. I'm not going to lie; I don't feel pregnant at all. Never have. But as the baby has gotten more active, the more it's sinking in that we're having a baby. I think everything just sunk in today. I feel like I've been bonding & connecting with baby, but for some reason today, every kick and movement I feel, I feel even more connected & for some reason, suddenly everything seems so much more real. But also, when I'm starting to panic about giving birth & how painful it is, for some reason, when I feel her move, I calm down a little bit knowing that she'll be so worth it.
I never really imagined being this far along. I could see 2nd tri, but could never see 3rd. I guess I always imagined something going wrong. Not to say that something still couldn't, but it feels very strange & overwhelming.
Did anyone else have that moment of panic when everything sunk in?
I started explaining to DH how the next 2 months are going to fly since we have so much going on & by then, we'll only have a month left. He had to ask me to stop talking about it because it was freaking him out. I pried further so I could understand (instead of filling in the blanks myself - sometimes I have an overactive imagination, which is usually more bad than good!).
He's terrified of the huge change we're about to have (it's our first, also just closed on our house last August and married last November - so many big life changes in a year). I know that it'll just come down to baby arriving & us adjusting to having a family. He's excited. Talks about all the things he wants to teach her and tried to guess what her hobbies might be. I know it'll be okay. I don't know if he knows that, but I think once she's here and we're settled, I think he may become more confident that it will be.
Me, on the other hand... I watched the video of the induction that someone posted here. Scared the crap out of myself (not necessarily of induction). Before today, I couldn't wait for labor & wasn't scared of the pain. But I also didn't really grasp the fact that I'm going to be hurting & that we're going to have a baby in about 3 months. Which is probably why I've been so laid back about it lol
I've watched a lot of labor videos. Some before getting pregnant and some since getting pregnant. But all they did was make me feel more excited about it.
But then for some reason, watching that video just made everything click. I'm not going to lie; I don't feel pregnant at all. Never have. But as the baby has gotten more active, the more it's sinking in that we're having a baby. I think everything just sunk in today. I feel like I've been bonding & connecting with baby, but for some reason today, every kick and movement I feel, I feel even more connected & for some reason, suddenly everything seems so much more real. But also, when I'm starting to panic about giving birth & how painful it is, for some reason, when I feel her move, I calm down a little bit knowing that she'll be so worth it.
I never really imagined being this far along. I could see 2nd tri, but could never see 3rd. I guess I always imagined something going wrong. Not to say that something still couldn't, but it feels very strange & overwhelming.
Did anyone else have that moment of panic when everything sunk in?