SilverFair
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I don't know if I "knew" something wasn't right. I know I had been wanting to get pregnant for a couple years and had been trying for 6 months, so it was something I REALLY wanted. Part of me thinks I just wanted it so badly and was so terrified of losing it, that I couldn't let myself get attached. I, too, often said "if" instead of "when". I told some family and friends about my pregnancy, but half of me always said it with reservations, like I wasn't really sure I was pregnant or that it would last. As much as I wanted it, I always had some disbelief that my pregnancy would end in a healthy baby. That didn't make losing it any easier, though.