Disco Derail! - TTCAL/PAL Discussion and Support!

[Megg33k]

I'm glad you got a scan lined up, Amy! I'll check in when I wake up and hope you got good news! Thinking of you!

 

[LucyJ]

Amy I am pleased you've got a scan and will be thinking of you and praying for good news. Numb is a totally normal reaction I think I felt numb with my third loss even after it was confirmed and I had the erpc I felt numb for weeks it took a horrific dream before I started to feel it.

Oh Amanda I wish I could jump on a plane and come and give you the biggest hug I know there aren't many words I can offer to make this easier or make it right for you but wanted you to know I am always here for you. You are bound to have up and down days allow yourself to feel what your feeling we're here for whatever you need to cry, scream, throw things whatever you need.

The blanket is just beautiful you are so talented Megg's little one is going to be so comfy in his/her's gorgeous blanket.

Allie I hear you with the being ill thing I've got a hideous cold caught of my parents at the weekend and think they got it from my nephew, its taken days to come out started of with a sore thorat but is a full blown cold now

 

[Sparkly]

Amy - I'm glad to hear you've got a scan lined up for this afternoon, sending you lots of x

Amanda - That blanket is so beautiful, you're so clever, and the little heart is so sweet. What a lovely gift for Meg xx

 

[sugarlove]

Hi girls,

Hearty, that blanket really is stunning! You should go into business! Sorry you're feeling crap at the mo sweetie. I wish all the Disco girls lived near to each other, then we could have a nice meet up. We will all have little babies of our own to hold soon. Don't give up, you are just having a shit day

Amy, best of luck at your scan. Will be thinking of you and hoping for good news x

Lucy and Allie and any other ill people, hope you feel better soon!

AFM fucking witch hasn't shown her ugly face so I've had to cancel blood appt for today. They haven't got any appts for tomorrow in case AF shows then, so will have to trudge to the hospital now, which is bloody miles away and the roads are icey as hell
Christ, the only time I want the bitch to show and she won't co-operate. Arse!
To cheer myself up, I'm off out tonight for a Xmas do and I'm going to have some red wine! I haven't had any for 18 days, so I'll probably be slaughtered off a few glasses

 

[Dazed]

Sugar, have you tried testing again (I can't remember).

Hearty, LOVE the banket!

Prego, glad you are getting the scan, keep us updated!

ATM, still no witch CD34. Yesterday my boobs were really sore and I had one spot on top that felt like a bruse! Not so sore yet this morning, but I still have all day. Too scared to test but I have a HUGE urge to. If she doesn't show by tomorrow or if my boobs are sore again today just as bad or worse, I am going to have to. I would say that I have had some other symptoms, but I think they are in my head!

 

[Dazed]

Hearty, I believe you will have your forever baby one day. Sooner hopefully than laters. I find it very hard to believe that for someone with as big a heart as you, will not! Unfortunately, your feelings are the effect of having multiple mc's and the effect of having problems, but I would think of it as a test in the fact that I cannot fail (I'm kinda competitive). I would say sit back and let nature take its course, but thats never the case with TTC.
I'm glad I reminded you about getting with that doctor. I think I would have screamed at you if you didn't!

I love you babe, and we are all here for your support!

 

[Razcox]

Afternoon all! Bit warmer here today which will please my Lurcher as she has been living in her wool jumper the last few nights. Bless her!

Amy - Glad you have a scan hun and will be keeping everything crossed for you xxx. I have to say i really hate the Blase atitude doctors have to bleeding, it really doesnt help when they say its nothing to worry about. In fact it makes you feel bad for bothering them. Gerrr

Hearty - You rant away because life really does suck sometimes! As you say in life we are told we can be in charge of our own lives and for the most part thats true. When we want something we take the steps to get it. But with TTC its in the hands of the gods and that lack of control doesnt help with the crazy. I am sure we will all get our forever babies one way or another though x Oh and that blanket is just stunning, you should make them and charge for them on ebay or something

Yogi - You POAS addict you! LOL Small confession though i POAS the other day with an IC . . . Guess what it was a LOL

Dazed - Good luck for tomorrow hope those sore baps are a good sign x

Nato - That sucks about your job! Whats the job thing like in your area? Hope you find a new and even better one soon.

Sugar - Sorry the wich is messing you about, she is such an evil cowbag.

To anyone i have missed (i lose track of what i want to say while i am reading ) lots of and hope you are well. x

AFM - Another gush of brown watery liquid and still cant find the HB on the doppler, had some AF type cramps last night so rang the EPU. Yes i feel like a drama queen and like i am bothering them but they agreed to scan me on Sat at 9:30am. They did try to tell me its nothing to worry about ect but it IS worring me and its making me very stressed so i want to know everything is ok before the 21st. So will have an update on Sat for you all. The brown stuff has stopped again which is good but its been going on for a week 1/2 now.

 

[Dazed]

Raz, I truely hope its nothing! Maybe you can't find the HB on the doppler because bean is still really small? I have no clue with that stuff since I never made it that far.

As for the BB's hurting, I do hope its a good sign, but its also something that happens before AF. On the other hand, it hasn't happened in awhile.

 

[vickyd]

Raz i dont think trying to find a hb on a doppler so early on is a good idea for your mental state... Im sure everything will be fine!

 

[jenny25]

well i have some good news i have my first fertility appointment at the fertility clinic on 18th jan!!! i was told it was a 12 week wait so i was expecting march/april yay xxx

 

[pregoinnorge]

Quick Update!!!!!

The heart is still beating at 146 bpm. It's has grown from 4.3 mm last Friday to 10.5 mm today. I was bleeding like crazy during the exam room though. She found no bleeding in the uterus and no problems with my ovaries. She was really rude though and made fun of my Norwegian. I'm sorry my ultrasound vocabulary in Norwegian is limited. Sheesh!

Anyway, just gotta try to relax I guess. Bleeding still bright red, and I even have clots.

Thanks girls. I couldn't have gotten through this scare without you all

 

[msarkozi]

Amy - I am so glad to hear the good news. I am sure everything is going to be ok and that your baby is going to be yours at the end. Jaymes bled too, so maybe it is like what she had.......

 

[grandbleu]

OH Pregoinnorge - So HAPPY for you lovely to hear a fast heartbeat and your baby has grown. What a B*&^% that technician...seriously I'm impressed you even speak Norwegian at all! I stick to the Romance languages but wow Norwegian is difficult.

So if the bleeding is not from the uterus did you get any answers of where or what it might be to give you further assurance???

BIG and just so glad you heard that heart!

 

[msarkozi]

Raz - I agree with Vicky. I was not able to hear the heartbeat on a doppler (by the doctor), until 14 weeks. It is generally too early before 12 weeks to hear it. I am sure everything is fine.

Hearty - great job on the blanket!!!

 

[LucyJ]

Dazed I hope the sore boobs are a good sign good luck with testing.

Raz I'm pleased you've got a scan but try not to worry I'm sure everything is alright you might not be able to find the hb with the dopplar due to the position the baby is in .

Amy that's fantastic news so happy for you sorry the scan lady was rude. Is kristian with you? Make sure you put your feet up and take it easy.

 

[sugarlove]

Dazed I haven't bothered testing again cos of the spotting and god awful progesterone results. This has happened before when I spot, stop and then AF cones later. Thinks it's just my fucked up hormones
The sore waps are sounding like a good sign. When are you testing again?

Raz sorry you are worried. I'm sure the brown stuff is nowt to worry about, but it will be reassuring to get it checked out. I agree with Vicky, step away from the Doppler! I've heard they can sometimes cause more anxiety than reassurance x

Nato, I totally forgot to say sorry to hear about your job. Did you say you were part of the council? Mines under threat too but I don't give a shit as it bores the hell out of me! I say that, but would prob be upset if they got rid of me. How long is your counselling course?

 

[sugarlove]

Amy that's fab news! So happy for you what a bitch though! My mate had loads of bleeding with her pg, about 2 AFs worth she said, and it was all fine. Maybe it's just one of those strange things x

Jenny, great news about your FA! X

 

[sugarlove]

Amy that's fab news! So happy for you what a bitch though! My mate had loads of bleeding with her pg, about 2 AFs worth she said, and it was all fine. Maybe it's just one of those strange things x

Jenny, great news about your FA! X

 

[Dazed]

I'm too scared to test! I want to test tomorrow, but I think I am going to wait it out until Sat, a day after my longest semi normal cycle. Lately I have been on the verge of crying at the drop of a hat and to see a BFN I fear will put me over the edge (PLEASE don't take that as a symptom, it will only get my hopes up further).

 

[Dazed]

AMY!!! YAY! I'm SOOOO Happy for you!