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I want to try again in October and just when i get happy about it I wonder what if I loose another baby will I feel like I did it, it was my fault? I mean my life was fine I was 40 three boys 20,17 and 11 working out going out with my husband finally a little alone time cause the kids are big now and then BAM I get pregnant was not planned but oh boy i was over the moon Now all I think about is being pregnant again, but I am 41 and what if something goes wrong it will be another life I lost and i feel it would be my fault . I know loosing Ava was not my fault, I just am so confused. At 41 what if something goes wrong ? I have thyroid problem also well it is controlled , i am on synthroid and I take lebatalol my pressure is not that high , but I just don't know if I should risk it. i am so confused, I mean I will try but what if this happens again.