I apologise if this sounds self indulgent and catty... I can't help thinking that me and my DH would make wonderful parents. Unfortunately, we've not been blessed in that department yet. We have our own house, we both have good jobs, and we have an amazing relationship. I feel so upset and jealous when I hear of people who have not been trying who 'fall' pregnant. I can't help thinking, 'Why not us?!' I'm so worried that I may have 'damaged' myself too. I was on the injection for years, and I suffered with an eating disorder 3 years ago. I sometimes wonder if I'm broken because of this. Also, I'm fed up because AF is 5 days late, but I'm still testing BFN. Sorry if I sound like a bitch. I've not got anyone that I can say these things to. Does anyone else feel the same?