I would have been 20 weeks yesterday. For some reason this milestone is hitting me hard. it's hard to believe I would have been in the second half of my journey by now...And only 19 odd weeks away from being a mummy.. Urgh..it hurts like hell...isn't it suppose to get easier? When.... Will the healing begin after I just get through these next few months.. And after the EDD will things start to get lightly to carry... I just feel so swollen with grief today...I don't know how to comfort myself.