Dont be mad with me

[wilbrabeany]

But i'm just feeling a bit down. On one hand i'm on cloud nine coz we were so lucky to get pregnant again and the lil man seems to be doing ok had 20 week scan to check everything today and i was sooo relieved. We lost our little girl Hope in dec at 19 weeks and 5 days so its been an anxious time and today i'm soo happy but soo sad too that i never got to see my little girl through to this stage. Being pregnant is like a whirl wind and you get swept up with it all and i haven't had time to think too much. Dont get me wrong i think about Hope every day and i dont know why i've got upset today.

So many feelings inside i cant explain how i feel, i'm probably being selfish coz i am soo lucky, but sometimes it just hurts..alot

 

[tink]

we are listening.

 

[buffycat]

you're allowed to feel sad.....

wish i could take your pain away though - you should be able to enjoy all of this.....

take care...luv & hugs

 

[tillymum]

It's ok to feel sad and anxious, so don't feel guilty. The milestones are the hardest and you are living proof for all of us who have m/c'd that there is hope for us too, and we will be as anxious, happy, sad, worried too next time round.
Wishing you a healthy pregnancy for the next 20'ish weeks.

 

[Mamafy]

sending some hugs hun

 

[Wobbles]

Your allowed to feel sad for your loss & happy for your current pregnancy

It must be so hard and full of mixed emotions

Sending a *hug*

 

[leeanne]

Sending many hugs!

 

[xXx Vamp xXx]

big hugs sweetheart. I think like the others have said it's okay and natural to feel that way. Big big

 

[todteach]

Big

 

[nickyb]

i know exactly how u feel hun, im thrilled to be pregnant again with this baby, but it dosent stop the pain of loosing my little girl at 17 weeks, every joyful moment of this pregnancy is tinged with a tear for Evie xxxxxxxxx

 

[cherylanne]

It's understnable that you have mixed emotions, being pregnant again must bring back what you had to go through loosing Hope. Come and share how you are feeling, everyone understands and supports you.

Thinking of you xxx

 

[Logiebear]

The pain of a miscarriage never goes away and it's something you just have to learn to live with. We all know how you feel hun and good luck with your current pregnancy. When are you due?

 

[Tasha]

Hi,

I remember this feeling so well, I had Honey at 36 weeks and 6 days, and when I got to thirty seven weeks with her little sister Kaysie (who is now almost 10 weeks old) I felt relieved to of got there, yet so much sadness and guilt. I was due to be induced at thirty seven weeks with Honey too so was petrified of being past that stage. I guess what I am trying to say is its okay to feel a complete mix of emotions, everyone here seem lovely so they certainly wont be angry with you for having these completely NORMAL feelings.

If you wanna chat you can pm anytime

 

[linzi74]

Hi

I don't think you should feel guilty about being so happy, you give other people hope that you can carry a child full term. I lost my baby at 13 weeks and now TTC so I think it's fantastic that you are doing so well. Good luck for the future, I am sure it's tough to try and enjoy your pregnancy after all that happened before, but keep positive as I am sure all will go well.

 

[shmoo75]

There is nothing wrong with how you are feeling. I have my fingers crossed that the other 20 odd wks go by quickly and problem free for you.

 

[Blob]

 

[cuddles314]

There's nothing wrong with feeling mixed emotions. Don't ever feel guilty, or that you're alone, cos you're not.
xx

 

[wilbrabeany]

Thank you so much to everyone for you kind words and support, its so reassuring know you all out there and can understand me and how i'm feeling, when i dont even get me sometimes!!! Big hugs to you all, thanks a thousand times.xxx