down day

[todteach]

Just got back from the post office. I had a parcel waiting for me there. I had no idea what it could have been. So, excited I go in to get it.....it was this really nice bottle bag with formula sent from nestle. It would have been perfect had I still been pregnant. I started bawling I would have been over five months now. I had my missed miscarriage two months ago.

Funny thing is I didn't even sign up for nestle, but I did give my info to thyme maternity when I bought clothing there. So, with tears in my eyes I called nestle to take myself off their mailing list.

You would think that I would be feeling better by now, but this really put me in quite a state. Sorry for the vent. I just didn't think that this would upset me.

 

[mkmum]

althought it was recent, i had a cot bumper delivered yesterday, sent it off to my mums to look after.

 

[Mynxie]

 

[**angel**]

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[Halle71]

You are not the only one love. It really hurts and some days will be better than others and there will always be things that bring you crashing down when you think you are gettin gover it. I'm also having a shitty time at the moment.

I would be having my 12 week scan this week and seeing our baby for the first time. It would also be the first time my OH would understand how I felt when I got that BFP - he said he needed to see the scan for it to seem real.
I was in Boots today and saw the HPTs and remembered how it felt when I did my test. I hadn't been tcc to it was a mixture of excitement, fear, joy.

My OH and I decided after the m/c that we would tcc and now I am about to ovulate and he has started dithering and isn't sure again. If is happens he'll go with it but I know it won't happen if we don't dtd in the next 2/3 days.

I hope that your day cheers up and that you get your very, very soon.

Hx

 

[tansey]

I would have been 28weeks today - an email told me this morning! Also yesterday in the post a private clinic sent me info on a 3d scan i could now have!
It's still hard! xx

 

[todteach]

Isn't it just terrible how miserable you can feel after being reminded how far along you would have been. I'm sorry that everyone has gone through this too. Big for everyone. Thanks for your replies.

 

[NikiJJones]

Hiya love,
So sorry to hear you're feeling low again. It just seems that we ladies climb to the top of the pile of sadness and then something knocks us back down again. All we can do is keep on climbing and hoping. Here for you any time.

 

[cerilou]

I keep finding little reminders of my pregnancy and it makes me howl. I had a soft toy cow sent to me from Cow & Gate. I've given it to my dd but it broke my heart when I opened it up.

Sending lots of to all ladies who have had bad news and here's to a new start for all of us.

xxx