dreading being back here haha

[libbymarks198]

I will O this weekend... I am dreading being back here i make up so many symptoms in my mind and i really think i am pg... but then i get bfn's after testing way too much!!

the tww is the worst thing ever!!

 

[CandiceJM]

It really is the worst thing ever. We're not NTNP, so I only test when we've during my fertile window, which isn't that often. But, this cycle is a testing one, and I'm 8 DPO. I don't know why I torture myself, but I started testing at 6 DPO and have been testing every day with FRERs Of course they were all , and I know it's too early to test but still I'm losing faith that there's a beanie in there. I don't really have any symptoms of pregnancy that can't be explained by other factors. The wait is a total mind 'f'!

 

[libbymarks198]

haha yeah! we have been ttc since the start of the year, this is our first cycle ntnp as ttc was costing us lots of money... i am just going from last cycles as to when i o, so it will be this weekend at some stage ... i am going to try so hard not to come on this site

 

[jeeplover2]

I agree. It sucks during the 2ww. I'm going crazy trying to keep myself from symptoms spotting. It's hard, because I believe my mind creates half of my symptoms, but I can't help but notice them. AHHH!!



https://www.countdowntopregnancy.com/tickers/dpo.png?d=1275022800;7;32[/url

 

[Margerle]

I'm about 4-5 days into the TWW and I'm going nuts.

Everything 'seems' to point to pregnant, but I don't want to get my hopes up!

 

[CandiceJM]

It's so true-- every twinge I feel, I think-- "Whoa, what was that?" I literally have to remind myself that I feel these twinges all the time and not to make anything of it. I'm thinking back to when I was pregnant with DD before I found out (at 19 DPO, she was a surprise), and that first week after O, I had absolutely no symptoms at all. The only thing I noticed was my emotionality (I was really irritable the week before I expected AF), and the bbs were quite sore and fuller when AF was due. I remember I was thinking that my period was going to start any minute because my boobs were so sore and I was getting cramps around when she was due, but nada. I also remember feeling splats down there (tmi, I apologize!), and I'd run to the bathroom with pad in hand expecting to see that I got my period. I guess my point to all this rambling is that pre-AF symptoms and extremely early pregnancy symptoms are identical. IDENTICAL! It is seriously enough to drive any woman TTC over the edge, because there's no way you can decipher what's 'business as usual', and what's 'pregnancy induced'!

 

[Sumaspikey]

I'm the same; probably o'ing this weekend or early next week, either way will be over here by the end of next week and I'm not sure I can take the stress again lol!

At least we have plenty of people to share it with on here and I was thinking of planning some super exciting stuff to take my mind off it.....not sure what though?! xx

 

[libbymarks198]

I'm the same; probably o'ing this weekend or early next week, either way will be over here by the end of next week and I'm not sure I can take the stress again lol!

At least we have plenty of people to share it with on here and I was thinking of planning some super exciting stuff to take my mind off it.....not sure what though?! xx

thats a good idea! but now i cant think of anything exciting, might have a girls night with my best friend like go out dancing or something.... when i am drunk is the only time i am not thinking about the ttc or the tww, and it is bad to drink during that time