Driving myself crazy! Need some peace of mind!

[Crunchymama5]

Hahaha sympathy symptoms are hilarious!!

Dollar store really does work!!!

Well i am 9dpo and implantation is 8-10, crossing fingers these days are good ones. Lol

I can't believe still no af for you!!! Watch mine will come first oh lordy hahaha.

You should totally do a blood test! I would if my cycle was off!! Aahhhhh

 

[Crunchymama5]

Omg my pee!!!! In toilet and paper...Bright ass Yellow!!! Like not dark, not diluted but. Bright....I totally remember you saying yours was!! Aaahhhh

 

[Crunchymama5]

I am lmao right now!!! My prental and asparagus last night....probably is the culprit bahahaha

 

[MissMath]

Haha mine is still bright even with frequent urination and no prenatals or asparagus (but the same yellow as if I was taking PNV)!

Still nooo signs! I actually think I have to get blood work anyways so I may as wellllll!

In trying to keep myself busy and not stress.. Im not stressed Im just impatient. Its a huge personality flaw actually!!

Im getting more and more excited for you! Your days are getting up there! When do you expect af if she comes?

 

[Crunchymama5]

Eeeekkkk I hope you do the blood test! Just insane you getting bfn's!
Just a lil longer for you!!!!

Af is to arrive around the 17th! So close, but so far!!!

 

[MissMath]

Well like i said.. smiley on may31.. so i could have ov'd as late as june2 so I could be anywhere from 11-13dpo.

I had the teensiest speckle of of blood with some stretchy cm last night (but only from internal). And a slight tinge of orange this morning (again internal). My cervix hasnt moved and still seems soft to me.

So either I implanted or the witch is creeping up.

Im gonna do bloodwork but Im nervous! Im trying to convince myself that ANY answer is better than this limbo land of no answers.

What an awful process this is. Why are their 2 opposite answers for every symptom?!

 

[Crunchymama5]

I agree haaaa 11-13 feels like so much but not haha.....ohhhh 9dpo i had orange skid marks on my toilet paper when i wiped first thing that morning! Didn't think much of it.

If i did conceive this round i will add it to my stuff. I have never had it before af so its new to me!!

 

[MissMath]

Just add it to the list!! Haha

I cant say that i ever have either but I cant say I have ever paid THIS much attention to every detail.

I got bloodwork today. Should know tomorrow... but honestly still doesnt really say much if its negative- could still be too early for blood hcg levels too. Gosh darnit!

I havent had any more blood/discolouration since then.

How you been feeling??

 

[Crunchymama5]

The wait is killing!!!!

Normal so far. Extra wet today!!! Lots of energy. Little light headed so had some cheese/salami/crackers. Feeling better! Overall no real pregnant symptoms LOL

 

[MissMath]

My symptoms have eased up. Less pressure/cramps.. still a twinge in my lower back, and nipples are sore. Not sensitve, but like they are bruised or something.

Surprisingly no headaches - and we've had 2 hot days with thunderstorms which normally kills me!

 

[Crunchymama5]

Starting to sense AF coming! Or something....boobs feeling a little off, but not like previous pregnancies.

We are both getting so close!!!! So many ways you an I can go!!!

 

[MissMath]

Fingers crossed for you!

Doc called today. Bw was negative.... but still doesnt mean anything!!

Im not trying to sound like a nutjob phantom pregnancy person but its still possible! Hpts are still negative and still have a slight tint to my cm (but nothing when I wipe).

If my period was this late (10-11 days from when I start spotting) I would be in so much pain and it wouldnt just be little specs fir 3 days - it would be a faucet of yuckiness.

Cervic is still high and soft - can barely reach it now. Still dont have period symptoms. Have gotten a tad emotional/moody, backache, a little bit of sinus pressure behind my ears (feels like they want to pop!), and nipples still feeling bruised.

Maybe I am just nuts?!?

 

[MissMath]

....also have noticed Ive lost a little more weight (not much of an appetite) but look and feel as if Ive gained 5lbs. Normally when I lose a few lbs I notice it and feel slimer. But I feel like my clothes dont fit!

 

[Crunchymama5]

Still could be early for sure. I say in 5 days if still no bfp then probably not this cycle and if no af then your mind is controlling your af and you probably won't start till you tell your body you aren't pregnant.
It happens all the time, the mind causing af to be super late!
All those symptoms are good!! Just wish some kind of line would show up for you.

I am 11dpo, my cycle average says 33 days and today is 28 days. So 5 more days for me! Lol

Have drastically reduced symptom spotting. I did have a loose BM this morning, temp 99.05 so its dropping. Otherwise all pretty normal. Nipples/boobs normal. Kind frequent urination. Very small headache from time to time. I do keep burping and hubby smells bad lmao.

Tomorrow we have a bbq pool party, probably need to have 1 drink so no suspicion since i am a big drinker LOL, fathers day no set plans just yet...then Monday, the day i am anticipating af arrive!

Limbo for you is nooo fun!!! I would just want af to start so i could start over!

 

[Crunchymama5]

 

[MissMath]

Well at least we are kind of on the same timeline - 5 daysish haha.

I totally agree symptom spotting can lead to subconsciously putting off af - but I have done it previous cycles and it didnt hold back that nasty witch! Haha. Im keeping busy and am successfully ignoring my body for now! Im obsessing less and less everyday. Honestly my thoughts have changed a little to - omg whats wrong with my body!? Haha.

But it is what it is! If Im not then we will just try again!

I know what you mean about keeping suspicions low- ive turned down drinks a few occasions and was prepared to say I was on antibiotics if anyone noticed lol!

My bf is away for work and dont know if he will be home for fathers day.. but we have tickets to a big event tomorrow so we will probably still go to that with or without him. Sucks cuz he really wanted to go!

 

[Crunchymama5]

Just woke from another 2hr nap. Dang!!! Lol

Mu hubby usually misses everything, but with truck in shop he can't miss it hahahaha.

I really hope we both get bfp or both get witch lol, then on to next cycle or to pregnancy!! I really want a feb/march/april baby absolutely no May so will skip that time line if still no bfp lmao

5 more days. We got this!!! If no af i am highly tempted to test. We will see!!! Lol

 

[MissMath]

Funny you say that about the months because I absolutely would try to prevent an aries baby (march22-april22) I have had just no luck with those types of people lol!!

Today is the first day I pulled an all dayer! Yay me!

I keep feeling like af is going to just start gushing (ew sorry) but still nothing! Slight slight slight tinge of pink but no flow. Im sad. I was happy when there was no blood lol!

But again.. still normal for a pregnancy.

If Im not- I vow to NOT symptom spot. I will even throw away all calendars haha.

 

[Crunchymama5]

Haaaaa i agree, next cycle i won't be symptom spotting!!

Very true some spotting happens in pregnancy! I had it 3 out of my 5 pregnancies and lost 2 and kept 1. I get soooo scared if i spot at all now. I would rather it be start of period than pregnancy for myself personally.
Great job on staying awake!!!!
I am so bloated, it feels like af any day now!!! Just waiting to wipe blood! Lol

 

[MissMath]

I hear ya! But honestly it would be hard to think it wasnt a MC or CP at this point.... blah

Will definitely make an effort to make healthier choices and keep my mindset positive.

Boo bloating! Im over that thats for sure. At least when your pregnant you can just let it all hang out and it looks cute - instead of trying to squeeze into things and cover it up haha.

With my first he was due mid Aug so it was maxi dresses for all of third trimester! It was glorious!