I know that I am a dork but it is SO nice to see that there are others out there like myself that can relate to this horrible ttc and 2ww! Like many of the messages I saw others write on here, I also have no one who really cares or wants to hear about my ttc.
I actually went out on a limb to talk to a co-worker who just recently had her first child thinking that she might have some advice for me or an example of any EARLY pregnancy symptoms that she may have had (BEFORE the missed period, LOL). Well, she was completely rude and basically just hurt my feelings by making fun of the 2ww site, saying that the women there were just basically pathetic and that it was WAY too OCD. Her "advice" was to not have a baby so soon(my husband and I just got married in June) and to "relax." When I told her about some really weird symptoms I've been having lately (like cramping and a really weird twingy/twitch/pulling in my uterus and extreme hot flashes and emotional breakdowns) she completely dismissed them (I only got ot tell her about the twitches) saying I was having "butterflies" and being overly sensitive. ...thanks
Anyways, that is my soap-box story for the day, except it got worse after that. My husband decides that he's going to tell his family that we are ttc and basically just blurted it out today infront of his entire family and several guests at a party tonight!!!! He felt terrible because he didn't realize that it was something that he was DEFINITELY not supposed to say and I was FURIOUS giving him a death stare and then bursting into tears
.(which is also not normal for me) Great.
Also, I promised myself that I would not do a PT until Thursday or Saturday (AF should be here around Saturday) but I broke down and did one tonight because I have just been so weird lately! of course it was a
I'm just hoping that I'm not wrong this time because I have had so many strange symptoms and while I know that some things are probably just from hyper-sensitivity, there are other things that I am convinced I have not experienced before and can't MAKE happen. (such as the twing-ey/fluttering thing in the uterus, the ridiculous hot flashes, and non-stop TERRIBLE lower back pain!)
I am sorry to vent and bore you all to death with my woes but it just feels good to be able to talk about it because no one else can relate so thank you SO much for reading this! I will definitely be on here a lot to read your updates as well...especially since we are all going through the same thing and trying to test between wed & sat. I am really going to try hard not to test until Sat though even though it really feels like AF may be coming.
Good luck and God BLess