Hi Jodie,
Firstly MASSIVE hugs ((( )))
I am so sorry for the loss of your little boy Jayden, such a beautiful name. In May last year I had to said goodbye to my daughter Honey who was stillborn at 36 weeks and 6 days. I do understand the total despair you feel. Enjoy (not the right word but cant think of a better one) the christening hun, I know that this will create some special memories that will last a life time. I will be thinking of you, and if there is anything at all I can do let me know hun.