my ticker says I should be ovulating today, and af should be due on the 25th lol
hmm ur body is just as pain in the but as mineyeah, might do tonight ...
I checked my cm earlier and it's still cloudy white, a little bit of stretch to it ... but my opks haven't got darker than they were while we were in Cheshire
yep, it's driving me crazy
still getting cramps in my left boob
maybe I'm looking into every ache and cramp too much
I feel like an idiot
I've managed to talk myself into believing that I stood a chance this month, that my aches in my tummy and boob are something good, that the soy did it's job even earlier this cycle than the last one. Maybe it's just wishful thinking, but I wanted it so badly that I let myself believe that I actually stood a chance
I think if nothing happens next cycle then I might take a break and just concentrate on my weight loss for a few months ... I can't face even more months going through this
I would have tried it this cycle if I'd been able to get up to ours and get my thermometer ... I just feel at a dead end
it's a case of persuading Chris ... he has a really low sex drive he could quite happily go without for a whole week
I really hope so ...
this is generally why I get really upset and pessimistic about it, it took me long enough to persuade him to go for it every other day once af had finished ... it just makes me feel like cack
yep it's still on my desktop I keep looking at it ...