...ARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have exactly 9weeks left until my Caesarean Section!!! I'm not quite sure yet whether that's an excited argh or an Oh mY GOSH how will i cope? argh! I think that I have everything practical in hand, the only jobs left to do are laundry based, all except putting the covers back on the pram and carseat. Once that's done then I can pack my hospital bags and I'm ready. It's the emotional bit that I'm not really prepared for I think. I don't think my 2yr old is really getting the whole 'Mummys fat tummy=baby' vibe and he's gonna have the shock of his small life when Mummy presents his final Yuletide gift! My 14yr old says he's excited but is already showing resentment at the fact that he's been turfed out of the big bedroom in favour of the small ones and he's not very good at compromise. I just hope he's not gonna go off on one when I'm trying to recover. Oh gods then there's the recovery time; I hate being out of comission I'm really not very good at it. I have control issues, in that, I must be in...! Anyway, just ignore me, I'm just venting. I'll go fume in a corner somewhere.