mommydrgnfly
Prego w/ 4th.
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I have so much stress right now that is hard to ignore or try to balance out.. I'm on bedrest til atleast 36 weeks.. you know why if u read my last posts.. (premature labor over weekend)... so now I only have a few hundred coming in with cash assistance with the state.. my husband and I are not doing well.. we are still fighting because he doesn;t understand my stresses and my emotions due to pregnancy and the bedrest.. oh my you have no idea.. but anyway.. hes not working either right now because of his job only needing him here and there and not working hard to find a second job.. i mean come on now u can atleast try harder..i would if i was not prego.. crap at this point i would work at a fastfood or gas station just to pay rent and other things.. but noooo.. grrr.. so considering he don't wanna use his money for rent and other expences even though he has a few hundred that i "know of"... we are losing the house at end of month and i am moving in with my grandparents pregnant with a moderatly mentally challenged 5 year old.. not fair on my grandparents.. or me..theres more stress.. I'm bout to go insane!! and he wont' even try to understand.. sorry to vent like this.. but i had to get it out cause i have no friends here in my town.. so i have no one to cry to. thanks for taking the time to read this and care. I really just need friends i can cry to.. maybe that will ease some of the stress.. idk.. i am not suppose to stress because that is what threw me into premature labor over the weekend cause it is almost end of month and my hubbie decided to tell me friday i had til end of month to get out cause he told landlord we would possibly be out due to "no" money.. and failed to tell me.. i am so afraid all this stress is gonna end up making her come too early.. I'm only 30 weeks as of monday.