F.A.I.T.H. (Forsaking all, I trust Him)

[Guppy051708]

I lay with my hips propped up for about 20 minutes.
Ive been told by multiple resources that the stuff that seeks out is actually "man juices" and should not contain sperm. The sperm are deposited next to the cervix and work their way in pretty much immediately. So, as far as i gather, the stuff coming out of your vajayjay shouldn't have in it. Im sure you're good to go

 

[Willynilly]

thx Guppy - that's what I hoped was the answer but glad to hear confirmation. man juices. amazing. hahaha.

but yeah, that gives me some peace of mind that we are still getting the job done properly.

how are u feeling these pregnant days?

 

[Guppy051708]

Im feeling great!
Aside from major CM (ick) and breaking out, unusual for me, i am great as a matter of fact, i took another HPT the other day because i was convinced that i MCed again because i didn't have symptoms! Sure enough the line showed up instantly and was darker than the test line! Praise God. I know ppl complain about preggo symptoms but i can't wait! Just to know that my bean is healthy and good, i will embrace it

 

[somedaymama]

Rmar, $20,000?! That's insane! And I thought my MIL spent a lot on Christmas!

mrskcbrown, I'm so glad to hear your cat is home! Your daughter's name is absolutely beautiful.

willynilly--glad to hear you're starting out well!! I've heard pretty much the same thing as guppy, that the sperm themselves will work their way up and just the "juice" leaks out.

I'm sort of almost ready for Christmas. Other than the queen sized quilt I have to finish, we have to buy 3 more gifts before Christmas and then a few more for people we won't see until New Year's. We are at my inlaws now, so we have to take care of some stuff in town tomorrow. We moved from here a year and a half ago, but we still have a bank account open. oops. We are also going to go to a restaurant there to get a salad that I LOVE...seriously, I am totally addicted to their salad dressing. Since moving from this area, we've stopped eating meat so there isn't much at this restaurant I eat except salad, but I'm more than happy to fill up on it.

speaking of food... I don't want you all to think I'm starving myself and ruining my reproductive organs. I do eat, I just don't have much of an appetite so I don't eat as much as I should. please don't think badly of me.

ooohh we did get an early Christmas present! My MIL bought us a countertop dishwasher. Dishes are DH's job and he hates doing them (and therefore isn't great about keeping up with them ) so this is such a wonderful thing.

 

[somedaymama]

guppy, I'm glad to hear you are doing well! I saw the hpt you posted on your journal, and the lines looked great! so dark.

I just noticed that I use a LOT of smilies. ah well.

 

[Dipar_Butt3]

Rdy2- I’m glad to hear that you are doing well. You know you are not the only one. I’ve been to emotional these days it’s ridiculous. I was mad today...There was this lady at the gas station and just came out of car and just vomit right there!!! I’m like wow...Couldn’t she go behind the building or something. I defiantly didn’t need to see that. I found out she was pregnant and I’m like oh ok. So I let that go, but she started to smoke right after that (No I didn’t care to see all what she did) But I’m like wow, after that you smoke? But anyways... I hope you get better and back to yourself again. Is it the ttc thing that’s getting you? Or something more personal on your end of the computer? I’ve been good. I’m on CD 12 today and I’m upset because I don’t have the money to get my pineapple (fresh pineapple). It’s on sale for $2.99 and I spent all my money on gifts and tires for my car this winter. But so far so good, just praying for everything and keeping faith.


Mrskcbrown- Yeaaaaaa you found your cat. All the time she was in the closet! Thanks GOD she is home safe and sound Thanks for our discussion on yahoo the other day.

Im_mi I hope your conversation went well as well. And I’ll be praying for you.


Willy - Let’s pray and keep faith that we will get our BFP!


Someday-I know that feeling about OV . I’m also praying that you will ovulate on its own and no meds. I’m praying for you as well. I’m glad that one lady in the depo group got her bfp. I was excited to see that.


You know I’ve been losing weight lately...Not to much but it’s going slowly. I heard that your weight plays a part of your ttc. I know eating right and taking multi-vitamins also helps. Even when you are pregnant. I’ve done the big part of my Christmas shopping. But I have to do one more shopping and then I’m done!

 

[somedaymama]

It was exciting to see her get her bfp! So it is possible... Honestly, sometimes I wonder how badly/permanantly that stuff messed up my system. I'm hoping that once they can tell me what is out of balance in me (I just know something is), I can look for some natural remedies.

I like your new let go...let God banner!

 

[Dipar_Butt3]

It was exciting to see her get her bfp! So it is possible... Honestly, sometimes I wonder how badly/permanantly that stuff messed up my system. I'm hoping that once they can tell me what is out of balance in me (I just know something is), I can look for some natural remedies.

I like your new let go...let God banner!

Thank you Someday. I'm trying to be creative on bnb with these tickers and banners . I wish i had the money to see a RE. To see if anything is low or out of balance for my self. I'm going to try that pineapple. I'm taking my prenatal vitamins still. I've seen some women on bnb who is pregnant now and i like the little tickers she has on her page. I think Guppy had it on her page as well. They were little boxes with "P-R-E-G-N-A-N-T" each letter in each box.

I asked her what web site she got that from, and she never replied.

 

[Dipar_Butt3]

I love to watch "A Baby Story" I love happy endings, to me it brings me back when I was pregnant with my first 2, since I’ve been where they are. Sometimes when I see these women in labor, sometimes I get cramps. loll when I was pregnant with my first son and I saw these women in labor and how they use to cry and sometimes yell, it use to get me scared, because I’m like..Is labor that bad?? Then you find out on your own, then you are like...yea i understand now lol.

Well this is my time before the holidays is coming. If I don't hear from any of you guys before hand. I’m going to wish everyone a Blessed Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. And see what's the latest with everyone after the new years. In the mean time I’m sending(I’m calling it blessings)>> and the people who all ready have their little beans and bfp's

Guppy-

Baby#3-

MommaWannaBe-

Rachelrhin0-

Groovygrl-

Tigger momma-



See ya!

 

[Guppy051708]

Thanks hun!
Hope you have a very merry Christmas!!!

 

[somedaymama]

SO many BFPs!


I must be in the minority--I don't like watching those baby shows. I think they are boring and their babies make me jealous.

 

[mrskcbrown]

Checking in to say hello! Still waiting to O, and hoping this is it. Glad to see everyone doing well!!!! Merry Christmas!

 

[mrskcbrown]

SO many BFPs!


I must be in the minority--I don't like watching those baby shows. I think they are boring and their babies make me jealous.

Yes the jealousy rises up in me too. But again I remember that God is no respector of persons, and I also do not know what a lot of them went thru to get those BFPs! A lot of them have went through many miscarriages, and infertility. Like many of us are having issues with. WE WILL get our BFPs!!!

 

[Sayuri]

Hello Ladies!!!!!!!!!

Well i just wanna say a BIG thankyou for your prayers my hubby got his promotion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he called me today at worl!! so happy!!!!

God is good!

As for the ring situation I think I may just send the ring to the makers and get them re inscribe I think there are so much other things to worry about. I suppose God wants us to be humble, I mean the letter I wrote them was extremley angry I have not sent it but something just made me think anger is not always the cure!

Guppy thankyou for clearing up the whole 'juice sitution' I used to try and squeeze my legs together so that it didnt run out!

I hope all of you have a wonderful christmas when it comes!! and who knows some more!!!!!!. My is due tommorow so we will see I am sure she will raise her head! But if she does I will still be praising God!

 

[Sayuri]

Forgot to say I am meant to test tommorow but because of the rush getting pressies I didnt get a test, but I am sure that will be here tommorow.

 

[Willynilly]

feeling poopy poo today b/c my temp is doing erratic things - it's low then high and on and on for last few days...I should be seeing a constant low now until O which could be any day now. I'm grumpy b/c this is the month when we are around each other - relaxed - at home - no infections (praise God) in me...the bd is great! now no O? ah well - I thought I wouldn't O last month and then it happened. so, will keep praying and hoping.

bought a tiny "Yankee" uniform as the way to surprise DH with the good news. (we are both huge Yankee fans and holla - they won the series this year!) anyhoo - I keep thinking about it in the closet and how it has been there for going on 6 months now. sad day for me.

but trying to focus on Jeremiah 29:11.

we are going out for a Christmas Eve dinner tonight - just the two of us. trying to remind myself to enjoy our fancy schmancy dates when we have them - and all the vacas we can take b/c of no chillins...but all I can hear in the background of my thoughts is "Mommy mommy mommy can we make cookies - can we open presents now - he hit me! waaaaaah - let's cuddle - I want a puppy for Christmas...etc etc." making me sad...

Debbie Downer has struck again.

Merry Christmas to all of you. Our Savior is born!

 

[Sayuri]

@willynilly dont feel down, it can be so hard trying for a baby I feel down when I get my period. I always think "my goodness" I have done EVERYTHING right and things are just not happening. Just keep praying God has so much blessings for us it will happen for us all I can just tell.

 

[Willynilly]

thx Sayuri - your words mean a lot to me. I'm ok on the outside today - just not on the inside. But I have all the wonderful holiday events to look forward to...keeps my spirits up, at least. and we r doing xmas alone this year which is a MAJOR plus since my SIL who I can't stand is 5 months preg with her second and with a current 1 yr old. Also - my other SIL (who I like ) has a 9 month old...which is hard to be around. I'm sort of at that phase in my TTC journey...the jealous phase. neither of them had to try at all. waa waa waa...someone play a sad song on a violin for me.

anyway, I really really hope AF doesn't show for you tomorrow.praying for you! best Christmas ever if it was a BFP! but still great if it isn't.

Someday: yes, I totally understand about feeling jealous on Baby Story. I'm right there with you. But I also feel like (and this happens every single time) I could be them one day -giving birth that is...and it makes me so unbelievably happy. In fact, I bawl during and after every SINGLE birth. just ask my dh. so true. I think it's really cathartic. dh always says - "are u ok? why r u crying?" but honestly - they r happy tears.

can't wait for it to be us.

 

[Sayuri]

@willynilly Im glad you have so much planned for the holidays I do hope you enjoy yourself! Gosh yeah the jealousy thing can be so hard, I have a few friends that have babys and DH family members have a few new arrivals.... so you can imagine. Most of the questions are usually to me "when are you having yours?" aaaaaah if only they new what I really felt inside

Have a great christmas Ladies!! God is sooo good!!

 

[xxJennaBearxx]

hello ladies!! :wave: its been awhile!! iv been praying for you all, guppy HUGE congrats on your baby!! my schedule has been super busy with all the finals. i didnt pass math so ill have to take that again but its ok, i should have studied harder. so many bfps im so happy for you and for those still waiting