maxima- 2 years and 8 months it took us to finally be blessed with our first. Even filled out adoption paper work knowing God wanted us to be parents, just didn't know how or when.
Feeling very emotional today. still no baby. 2 hours of contractions last night that didn't progress. Getting very tired of people stating the obvious. My mom bless her heart has come every night for the last 4 nights to sleep over just in case we have to leave in the middle of the night. feeling very blessed by her willingness to do so. My nephew was born today and kinda feel hurt that my SIL or her DH didn't call, I found out on Facebook. We were due the same day and are or thought we were close. It honestly makes me want to cry. So I am having a very tough time today keeping my emotions in check. Also now scared as my DH works today, has tomorrow off works 5 shifts 2 days off and back for 4 night shifts all are 12 hour shifts so I feel overwhelmed by that as my other two kids are off school from the 18th to the 28th. So I am scared of having all 3 all by myself and likely will be hanging out at home the majority of the time. So just pray I have patience and can spread myself between all three kids as needed.