sparklez
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Oh, she hates being stripped down - it's killer lol - but the second she's to the breast she then falls back asleep. I'm like "..." She's like her mom, she can fall asleep anywhere, anytime, and as quickly as possible.
But thank you all, so much. I've been such waterworks this week - and I appreciate the support from you ladies. I just feel so frustrated and down sometimes, like it has to be something wrong with me because she's far too perfect in my eyes to be wrong. I know a few people I've talked to said I should have refused to formula at all, but as a FTM who wasn't 100% ready to give birth (shame on me, as I hadn't read up on things sooner), the threats of them taking her to the NICU if I let her weight slip just broke my heart. Now, I keep second-guessing if I did the right thing, and how badly I messed up with her.
Sorry, total downer post; I swear, I cried more this week so far than my entire pregnancy. I sent a lengthy message to the local LLL leader in the area, and am off to change a diaper and get this peanut awake. I know that persistence, diligence and patience are key, I just wish I could stop beating myself up in the process because it's causing a huge mind block for me. I feel awful for whatever poor LC sap ends up having to meet with me - I am bawling typing this, let along having a face-to-face about it...
I promise, I'll try not to smother our board now anymore pitiful posts like this. >.<
Don't worry about it, it's what we're here for. Can you get hold of the book by LLL 'the womanly art of breastfeeding' I've borrowed it from my local group and it's ace, it's got so many ideas in it, I'd recommend it to everyone. Hope that you get some help from LLL as soon as poss. I don't really know much but have read that feeding from a cup is better than a bottle as it avoids nipple confusion