feel like i am having panic attack, seeing RE tomorrow

[lynne192]

this is first time see RE since my lap and dye and know when i had it they found i only had one tube and other problems, i already knew i have sever PCOS, backwards uterus, blood problems and suspected sperm allergy....

i am dreading going to see her but know i need to if i want to take the next step but i am worried thier isn;t a next step! my OH was meant to be coming with me but he has to go to court to be a witness so i am going alone and was a state when they told me only had one tube so not sure how i will be after this appointment, i really want to start our next lot of fertility treatment but don't want to go alone to see her but if i don't go tomorrow i will be discharged for her care so.....

i dunno i just feel sick, shakey and like i am having a panic attack or something, anyone else feel like this????

 

[Flake-y]

Hey, wishing you lots of luck for your appt; I live near Glasgow too; what hosp do you go to?

 

[lynne192]

going to monklands infertility clinic there is nearest one to me apprently

 

[Flake-y]

That's in Airdrie, am I right?

Hope it all goes well for you :hugs;

 

[lynne192]

yeah airdrie

 

[floofymad]

Good luck Lynne. Hope it goes well for you and they can help you. Let us know how you get on x x

 

[lynne192]

thank you all sadly ended up leaving the hospital in a bit of a state, looks like no good news, our only option left is IUI there is year waiting list for that and if it fails thats us, game over i have been given clomid atm to try and keep my cycles going and i begged for it hoping we might get pregnant on that but she didn't seem that bothered just handed me a pack and said good luck so on a bit of a downer

 

[floofymad]

Oh really sorry Lynne. Hopefully the Clomid might work while you're waiting for the IUI. I'm sure if you keep ttc, one day you might be nicely surprised with a BFP!
Good luck x x

 

[lynne192]

thanks hun tbh i was ready to throw in th towel before today so not filled me with much hope at all going to try to clomid to see how i get on but if nothing then will give up till iui

talked to my grandmother day about this because i am only person in whole family who has fertility issues but she said no my great grandmother was the same as me but how unluck am i being only to get that from her