this might sound really awful, but in the last week or so i've felt exactly the same as i did when i was ttc. whenever there's a post and its like "such and such has had their baby/is in labour" i get so down and upset! why cant it be me!!!! when i was ttc it was awful cos there were people all around me having babies and gettin pregnant and i was just like, i want it to be me. was especially bad when two close friends got pregnant and werent even trying!! i feel so bad, cos i know katie's cooking away nicely and she'll come when she's ready, but it just makes me sad especially all you november ladies that are beating me and kat haha!!!