Today Shawn and I joined the gym!! I am tottally excited about it as I have been feeling really down on myself lately. Things just might be looking up!...at least in the self esteem department. I am also going to order some Proactiv online to help with my acne when I get paid next week!! Yay! As for TTC etc...Im not really sure what is going on with my body. I havent gotten a pos opk yet and I am now on cd16. I have had all really faint lines and then today (cd17) I took an opk and no line what-so-ever! Eff... what is going on with my body?! I was also spotting? What the eff is up with that? I have never really spotted before in the middle of my cycle before only when I had the implantation bleeding when I got pregnant last time but this is brown blood...weird. I know people mention having spotting around the time of ovulation but it almost seems as if I didnt ov...at least Im not counting on it. My temp did dip the other day and has raised a bit the last 2 days but not like previous cycles where my temp went fairly high. I dont know...I just really wish I knew what was going on in there (as I know most of us really wish!)...Im now on the 3rd cycle since the m/c and was really hoping this would be my month..maybe # 3 not so lucky after all...I really just hope its a case of me not getting a pos opk even though I did ov either that or I hope this is the start of implantation bleeding or something. Just a bit of an update...sorry for the moan.