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Jessa
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It's been about two months now since we had our second miscarriage at almost 17 weeks (our baby had stopped growing at about 14 weeks). On the outside, people see that I'm fine and when I'm busy doing something or at work, I don't think about our loss that often. However, it's when I'm at home just hanging around that I start to feel down about everything. Every thing I do seems to have the same mantra follow it in my head -- "I should have been pregnant while doing this right now".....but I'm not. I should be over six months pregnant right now, but I'm not. It's absolutely heartbreaking to me.
My husband and used protection until my period resumed after the D&C. That means that we've tried for one cycle and I'm currently waiting for AF to leave on this second cycle. This may sound bad, but it's frustrating to me that we didn't get pregnant this last cycle because with both previous pregnancies it only took us one cycle. I was hoping...almost expecting...that it would be the same this time. Unfortunately not.
Thanks for reading. This ended up being longer than I had anticipated, but I guess I had more to say than I thought. I guess I try to remain positive as best I can and keep trying.
My husband and used protection until my period resumed after the D&C. That means that we've tried for one cycle and I'm currently waiting for AF to leave on this second cycle. This may sound bad, but it's frustrating to me that we didn't get pregnant this last cycle because with both previous pregnancies it only took us one cycle. I was hoping...almost expecting...that it would be the same this time. Unfortunately not.
Thanks for reading. This ended up being longer than I had anticipated, but I guess I had more to say than I thought. I guess I try to remain positive as best I can and keep trying.